Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Nephrite at 3:31:00 AM
yes.this is me.the idiot.yes.i'm fine by myself.my god.this is like a bloody re-run of secondary school.why did i bother being nice last semester.i feel like the idiot left behind eating dust.so this is what friend means.not being part of your new friends.yea, the general "rule" is to treat other people how you want to be treated.but the flip is that you really shouldn't expect other people to treat you right.this is the human race we're talking about.and yea, friendship is impt, but whats there left to say if another group of people will allow you to maybe get better grades?so you go with wherever the flow leads you to?i'm sorry i thought otherwise.it was my own naivete.so last year the flavor of the week was me.this year it isn't.next year might very well change.so mote it be.i will try not to think twice about what passes out of my mouth anymore.why should i be careful and consider how you feel?i have been in the past all this is where its gotten me.why should i tell you the truth?i should have just let what they all say behind your back continue.putting in pretty words doesnt make you think any better of me.telling you about it = to you taking it totally the wrong way.i won't tell you my problems anymore.thinking of you of a confidant is way scarier than i thought.i can just imagine you going "what? its true what."because even before i told you my weakness, you already had that power to shrink me to nothing.and while i admire that beauty in you, it shatters me.i will be more insensitive. may be grow a thorn or two.better yet, follow my old motto. "be as stone, cool as a lake's surface"Labels: random "in sights", tomodachi
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