Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby. Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning. sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself, I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets. There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know. And then you will see the world through my eyes.






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maybe its just me
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Nephrite at 3:09:00 AM


today was elections.
i dunno what i feel about the results.
but.
congrats to whoever got what they wanted.
really.
all of u put in effort.
esp to survive the rally.


ok.....
maybe its just me.
both of us are running around like headless chickens doing other things.
is this normal?
or maybe im the abnormal one.
then again.
its like, there are awkward moments.
although its most of the time definitely better than last year since i alr know from the past year, but its difficult sometimes?
its like, theres always sth missing....or maybe i expect too much?
like, i want to be able for us both to share stuff, but like now, its not happening.
sometimes i just feel like im doing all the depressing around here and while banana might agree with this, im really not always like that.
i can just NOT share but then i wouldnt be making any effort at all. so i share. but if the otherside isnt going to open up either, i'll just be _____.
like.
arggh.
maybe i am just. being. too. idealistic.
or maybe i just scare her or piss her off too much.
when actually i feel like im going to piss her off most of the time.

and isn't it ironic?

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