i have never liked change and i have never advocated it and as many times i've tried to change i darenot say it has worked.
not that the number of times i've tried have been many but still.
i have never been the kind to judge and when i do, i always sympathize with the girls in the situation and up till recently, that has been fairly easy.
but now everything seems to be moving in slow motion, if not moving backward and i'm not so sure i like whats happening.
and even more, i dunno if the choices i have made have been the right ones.
its not anything like when i was choosing between schools.
the indecision then the triumphant moment of EUREKA!
there was no EUREKA! when i made my stand. and now, days and weeks later, i'm still in the muck of indecision. did i make the right move?
i just don't know.
and just maybe im being too selfish and naive in thinking it could be anything else but.

shit this seriously.
SHIT.
and i am going to crack sometime soon. really.
dad is driving me freaking nuts again.
this sem has really been something.
i would not say it was as bad as last sem though.
but ARGH.
dammit.

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