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Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby. Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning. sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself, I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets. There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know. And then you will see the world through my eyes.

same old, same old.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Nephrite at 9:27:00 PM

im worried.
aunty rita seems to be getting worse.
and there's really no way to help her.
and.
there's other stuff going on in hall that isn't news but still.
its bugs sometimes.
and.
i dunno if i can still go for summer school.
i need to talk to dad about taking the loan but.
ARGH.
or mayb i can get mum to be guarantor.
but.
i kinda alr know what she is gonna say.

exams,
shit.
essays,
worse.
talk,
drool.
brains,
wool.

Labels: gakkou, kazoku

one of those not so friendly days.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Nephrite at 2:41:00 AM

today is one of those not so friendly days, as the title states.
i have three bills to pay and one is not in my reach..
the other two...
well. i dunno.
can't stand the way the hostel bill works.
its like, they give you two weeks to cough up the money, which is impossible.
i think im gonna act on prof's suggestion and go look for the financial assistance officers at SSC. but even if i do get aid, im not telling dad alr.
the last time i had fears abt telling him abt my bursary, which turned out to be right. he assumed that i had alot of spending money cuz of the bursary.
but cuz he failed to pay my sch fees on time, it all went in tt direction instead.
i swear i nv felt so low then.
and when i told mum she said. its btwn u and ur dad.
wow.
when i told jill she laughed.
it is kinda funny now.
but back then i wanted to just stab at something, someone, anything.
i was so so so so so pissed? frustrated?
something.
yea, they say its difficult being a teen, and harder still to be an adult.
but what abt being trapped inbtwn 2 adults who havent passed their angsty teen age - i'm referring to my parents btw.
srsly.
/wrist ftw.

Labels: gakkou, kazoku

foggy

Sunday, March 07, 2010

Nephrite at 2:08:00 AM

im kinda trapped in this foggy feeling.......
sian sian sian
busy week aft busy week.
=(

dragga

Saturday, March 06, 2010

Nephrite at 4:09:00 AM

was this over before?
before it ever began?

i think so.

finally got a room in blk 44...
so far away from the rest of civilisation... and beside an entire row of guys rooms
i guess this means i have to def wear a bra b4 i walk to the toilet.
BOO.
super lazy to move.
hahaha

i miss the times we had dance prac.
HAIZ
no more velyn crawling on the floor.
no more gay shit from the guys.

Labels: gakkou