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Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby. Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning. sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself, I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets. There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know. And then you will see the world through my eyes.

the start of the end.

Sunday, March 01, 2009

Nephrite at 2:10:00 AM

"we're going to the zoo, zoo, zoo,
how about you, you, you,
you can come too, too, too,
we're going to the zoo, zoo, zoo."

the end of my term break is here and it feels like it hasn't even began. =(

fri, 27th feb 09.

brought the kids from SCAS to the zoo.
it was meant to be an interaction effort btwn Maxar, Hall 8 and SCAS.
it went pretty well i think.
haha.
the kid i was in charge of was called Hadrian.
apparently he has two other brothers called shawn and gabriel.... tgt they form SGH (the hospital where their mum had them)
he's pretty smart and all.... managed to bully me into carrying him almost the whole way and wouldn't let the others carry him till towards the end when jake hoisted him on his shoulders.
haha.

met up w V aftward.
maybe one of the biggest mistakes i've ever made.
don't ask.
i'm still irritated.

28th feb 09, Sat.
met up w G, CY, WJ, J, ZH, AJC.
and jill of course.
its been ages since we met up.
makes me miss secondary school days when we played block catching after school and stuff.
haha.
at first i didn't know CY was coming and when i saw him when WJ n i got on the train i was praying it wouldn't be awkward or anything.
thank god it worked out fine.
although J, WJ & I thought he was kinda touchy - though maybe he's changed from being shy to more out-going?
oh wells.
J n WJ both broke up w their bfs.
and i'm quite stunned but the three of us seem to have the problem w commitments.
but then.
i dont think it's really an issue with me in the sense that i don't think i'm very boy-friendly anyways, and i don't have the time to be dallying around with guys, nor have the time to let guys use me like i let them in the past.... substitute friend after a bad break-up, when they need someone to listen to their r/s problems then somehow get tangled in their insecure girlfriend's mental imaginary love-triangle (yes, tell me abt it, i'm rolling my eyes), or being used as some sort of entertainment or boredom buster.

this thing can go on to infinity, but lets just call it a day here la huh.

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