this is totally random.
but its bugging me as i attempt my Shakespeare essay.
so here it is.
when i hear these songs i think of these people/ when i think of these people i'll feel like listening to these songs.
i have NO IDEA why, but i do. haha.

Cigarette Lighter Love Song/ Because of You/ Guardian Angel - Lyndsey
I Don't Love You/ Otherside - Shane
1234 - Banana
Monsoon - Ms S
Paperthin Hymn - Pau
Unbreak My Heart - Su
Bittersweet Symphony - Weel
Hell Song - Zen
Welcome to my Life/ Eminem Songs - Jill
Sakuranbo/ Family Portrait - Jo
Empty - Jason C.
Stop & Stare - Eugene
Hands Down/A Lack of Colour/ All We Are - Mark C.
One - Kai Wei
Sexy Back - Eddie
The Pretender - Wang
The Kill - Derek S.
Lesbian Love Song - Louis
Teenagers - Rtcc
Stand By/ Coffee Break - Weewee
And Darling/ Gotta Have You - Chippy
The Bad Touch - Lianne
In the Ayer - Riana
Single Ladies - Grace T.
Somebody Told Me - Grace O.
Song for XX & M - Hazel T.
Akanezora - Senpai
All the Small things - Syarif
Rollin' - Bedah
Country Road - Dad
Carpenters/ ABBA songs/ Face Down - Mum
My Heart Will Go On - A. Rita
Everywhere/ End Of Me - W.Q
Standing Still - Harsharan
Michelle - Michelle F.
Jenny - Jenny
Time is Running Out - Heng Howe
Cat and Mouse - Chua
Dao Dai - Cat


this is it for now.
LOL.
will add on if i can think of more.
heh.

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shall i just cut and paste the msn convo i just had with mark?
because that would explain everything.

dad punching joey in the gut.
how it is but also isn't totally his fault.
what the hell am i saying?

yea, he's in the wrong.
but my sister's pushed him to the brink.
just like they pushed mum.
back then she was almost mad really.
the adults, have very low tolerance for certain things we kids have high tolerance for.
and they kept pushing and pushing.
now they plot to kick him out of the house.

they cut him off from the internet, then tried to break his door down.
what else can an old fashioned man do.
if he had slapped her, the damage would have been worse.
but i still cant believe he punched her.
and her stomach is weak.
she's alr been having stomach problems.
what if the punch hurt her more?

and where was the wretched I when this happened?
having supper with Raphael and Lynds.
and having fun. being happy.
and miles away, my dad hit jo.
the hell...

this is what i am talking about.
this is the "something bad" that ALWAYS happens before/during the exam period.
this, is the something that drives me up the wall and off the roof.


and my school fees have not been paid.
AGAIN.

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2 down, 3 to go.
i am never never never never ever ever ever going to attempt a yr 4 module until i get to yr 4.
SERIOUSLY.

contemporary women's lit is.....well....sexually charged?
i have never been so aware of the gender thing as i am now.
every tiny little thing...
just when i tot our brains have alr been set to auto-deconstruct, i deconstruct even more.
arrgh.

SWAPS!
i miss u!
like a million red m&ms!

ok. its been VERY long since i've last blogged.
sheesh.

i dunno what to say now.
too many things on my mind.
i think the fear of the assignments is actually preventing me from starting on them, as crazy as it sounds.
and no, its not procrastinating, or at least, its not conscious.
i like, have read all the stuff i need for my Irish paper, but i can pen it down.
i thought of what i wanna write for my play, but it doesn't come out right.
omg. seriously.
and time is ticking away.

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i think i'll blog about my birthday another time... lol.
just realised that i haven't.

omg.
im so far behind alot of stuff.
1. Bills. - hostel fees, school fees, phone bills, library bills.
2. Readings - for ALL modules.
3. Assignments - god knows i havent started on any yet.
4. Calling Sponsors. =/

IH appreciation just ended.
whew.
but now i feel sad tt its over. =(

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"we're going to the zoo, zoo, zoo,
how about you, you, you,
you can come too, too, too,
we're going to the zoo, zoo, zoo."



the end of my term break is here and it feels like it hasn't even began. =(

fri, 27th feb 09.

brought the kids from SCAS to the zoo.
it was meant to be an interaction effort btwn Maxar, Hall 8 and SCAS.
it went pretty well i think.
haha.
the kid i was in charge of was called Hadrian.
apparently he has two other brothers called shawn and gabriel.... tgt they form SGH (the hospital where their mum had them)
he's pretty smart and all.... managed to bully me into carrying him almost the whole way and wouldn't let the others carry him till towards the end when jake hoisted him on his shoulders.
haha.

met up w V aftward.
maybe one of the biggest mistakes i've ever made.
don't ask.
i'm still irritated.


28th feb 09, Sat.
met up w G, CY, WJ, J, ZH, AJC.
and jill of course.
its been ages since we met up.
makes me miss secondary school days when we played block catching after school and stuff.
haha.
at first i didn't know CY was coming and when i saw him when WJ n i got on the train i was praying it wouldn't be awkward or anything.
thank god it worked out fine.
although J, WJ & I thought he was kinda touchy - though maybe he's changed from being shy to more out-going?
oh wells.
J n WJ both broke up w their bfs.
and i'm quite stunned but the three of us seem to have the problem w commitments.
but then.
i dont think it's really an issue with me in the sense that i don't think i'm very boy-friendly anyways, and i don't have the time to be dallying around with guys, nor have the time to let guys use me like i let them in the past.... substitute friend after a bad break-up, when they need someone to listen to their r/s problems then somehow get tangled in their insecure girlfriend's mental imaginary love-triangle (yes, tell me abt it, i'm rolling my eyes), or being used as some sort of entertainment or boredom buster.

this thing can go on to infinity, but lets just call it a day here la huh.

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