im debating whether i should hold on to my Shakespeare Anthology or return it to the bookstore.
it cost me $80. out of the i dunno, $200 plus left in my a/c tt mum gave me for CNY clothes etc.
i didnt check my POSB acc because i SERIOUSLY DO NOT want to deal if the figures $2.35 stares back at me.
i bought less than half the books i have to get.
i'm selling off some of the books i dont wanna keep at 1/2 price to my junior and that'll get me what, $20?
i hope to god they don't screw up my pay check again.
plus there are ALOT of birthdays coming up.
Twenty-firsts are celebrations tt shouldnt be missed.
though i doubt many would invite me.
in the past 2 yrs i think my usual different groups of friends have seriously decreased.
either i keep turning them down to work, or get tied up in school committments, or fall sick.
of the three, the latter is seriously irritating.
really.

besides that.
i hate to say it.
but YES.
money is a HUGE issue for me.
and some people just DON'T get it.
or they FORGET.
yea its impt to treat sometimes.
but hey.
not everyone is as able.
i got quite annoyed last night trying to explain my point to a certain someone.
certain limits can be stretched. but how the freak do u stretch MONEY man?
its one of those things where its either you got it or you don't.
simple as that.
even if i did get a millionaire bf who insists on paying for all my expenses, money still can't be stretched.
i'll feel like some high class mistress or probably be indebted to the idiot until i die or sth.
but the bottom line is, that person STILL DOES NOT UNDERSTAND.
maybe i should just simply tell her, i CANT GO.
better.
i won't eat and just watch the rest eat.
maybe then she'll understand what she is asking of me.
i never liked borrowing money and i still don't.
as it is everytime i go out for "dinner" i have to prepare at least $30.
if i were to budget myself according to my dad's standard $200 a month, after i deduct the month's transport + phone bill, i'm left with about $130. after i deduct the MISC + Notes or sch stuff, its abt $100? and this is for FOOD for 20 days, three meals a day.
where do you get food , or rather two meals a day at FIVE BUCKS in TOTAL????

.....................ok. i'm stopping my ranting here.
or it'll go on forever.


oh m gee.
this is the first freaking week of school..
the drama elective i took today was interesting though.
now i dno which module i should drop.
or whether i should minor in creative writing instead of public admin.
although the latter sounds more useful.

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