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Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby. Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning. sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself, I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets. There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know. And then you will see the world through my eyes.

a thousand times wth.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Nephrite at 2:37:00 AM

i'm hopping mad at the turn out of the entire situation.
i only know i'm not mad at papa n mama.

all i can say is the irony is -_-
the two of us tt got the crap; one can't control his temper and the other is so ANGER CRIPPLED she doesn't know how to vent it

the stupid pimple tried to buy us with his crap but me n the JERK wasn't in the mood for it.
so. we just kinda cut him off.
we told him we understand blahblahblah. whatever man, i thought.
this is total bullshit.
from the beginning i tot it was a disaster waiting to happen.
it's not Z's fault for asking a favor for me to work in c/s either.
i really was looking forward to refreshing my memory, but with ZH, not the JERK.
whichever way you look at it, he's still very new.
and the trainers he's had.
i had saini most but banana or sara was always around.
and i alr knew better than to trust saini wholly, so i asked around.
but did the JERK know? NO.
he still thinks zen n him are tight too, when zen can't stand working with him either.

i'm really not siding him.
but if the mgmt and all wants to be fair like they say they are, their past "verbal warnings" are complete bullshit.
saini screwed up so many times, had horrible attitudes towards everything from c/s stuff to preying on girls and he didn't get a FINAL warning str8 away.
thomas didn't get a warning letter even after he spoiled the mudpies.
zen didn't get warning letters for f**king up runners and orders (when he does).
if they wanted to give him a warning, they should have made him acknowledge it with a letter, not just verbal.
why hasn't the idiot matthew gotten one then?
his attitude sucks to the max too.
not only that, he's f**king racist, even to his OWN RACE.
getting a warning letter is fine, but a FINAL warning letter?
and the cakes wasn't really his fault.

stocking up, cleaning up, yes, its our fault. but he did check the cake fridge before he left and although anything tt goes wrong in the kitchen is really our business, and papa was helping, the stupid PIMPLE preach and preach and preach like some mad f**k and still screwed us all up.

WHAT. THE. FUCK.
still have the fucking cheek to f**king tell me i should have f**king been outside before we left last night, threw away my fucking you tiao and butterfly saying it was messy but F**KING DID NOT CHECK THE F**KING ICE CREAM AND CAKE FRIDGE.
hell, i wished i was there when anthony shot him down.
too bad i came late.
i'm so irritated at the PIMPLE i feel like laughing because he's the one who made the BIGGEST FUCKING MISTAKE out of the THREE of us.
and he like to say what, that his knowledge on products etc sucks, oh yea, he just proved it.
he should just fucking get the final warning instead la the stupid fuck is so ARGGH so fucking ANNOYING MEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

ps. BANANA IF U KNEW ABT IT WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME EARLIER?????? instead of letting me hear it from anthony. =(

i won't cry like u all expect me to.
i just don't know where to vent it all.
ITS NO ONE'S FAULT, I KNOW.
right now, i'm looking forward to a sleepless night in ntu.

please pardon my EXCEPTIONALLY FLOWERY LANGUAGE
but this ENTIRE warning letter bullshit totally ruined my otherwise perfect day.

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