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Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby. Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning. sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself, I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets. There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know. And then you will see the world through my eyes.

somebody told me

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Nephrite at 8:49:00 PM

ok picture this.
i'm at the mac at chong pang.
listening to SOMEBODY TOLD ME.
and im actually beginning to think abt the idea of telling.

is there any use at all?
telling just means trouble.
imo.
then again.

ok here are my summer's ideals:

- take up music lessons of some kind
(so i can stop complaining how my sis deprived me of it all those years ago; the story's getting old & cold)

- get a freaking better job meritocracy just does not exist in the place called you-know-what
(as i told zee, the minute she's in i'm out)

- get my converse shoes
(can't decide btwn the high tops or the regular ones)

- get my disorganized life into some kind of shape.
( what shape? i'm not too sure, but the shape i'm in now is a definite no-no)

- get my ass back into some dance class.
(i miss dancing, like, tons, and jigging to the tunes i have on my comp doesn't quite cut it, if u noe what i mean)

- hole myself up in the National freaking Library in my free time
( if i have any )

- and yes, the most important. catching up with my friends. i'll list them in random order....

1. thonners
2. a21 (yq, jane, weel, haoren, jeremy etcetc) lol
3. joce, and jack chee
4. wei jye n louie (if i can get hold of them)
5. lydia, nutzi, zid n gang
6. amada, who stays in hall one with other ppl i know but i havent seen her!
7. jeffery
8. kwang hui
9. js, banana, sara
10. i have to visit g.a.rita more often
11. my cousins anna, irene
12. chen yang (that asshole)
13. dan the man ang
14. chippy
......

i haven't seen these ppl very often aft school started, or may be not at all.
weel n gang's the only ones i've seen this year. lol.

is there no end to feeling old?
although i have to say it is kinda comforting to hear people tell me i don't look 20 yet.
haha.
but the totally outrageous one was when one of the 17 yr olds at work told me i was his age.
can't beat tt eh?

i wonder how im gonna juggle work and special sem.
though maybe i should consider dropping special sem... hmmmm.
but if i get jap i think i'll do it.