just look at the state i'm in.
lol.
i mc-d for the past two days for work.
why?
the bad weather has finally taken a toll on me, my bad sleeping and eating habits.
ok.
but somehow thanks to falling sick and feeling physically crappy, i get to have my beauty rest.
srsly.
i have to totally start making my body clock shut down by 1 am everyday so i lose the bags under my eyes.
and so people will stop telling me i look sick everytime they see me.
i mean, do u know how depressing can that be? LoL.

watched "sky of love" / Koizora the other day.
i think its not bad.
it had a cliche, totally predictable plot, but it still managed to move me to tears.
so.
i suppose it isnt all that bad.
and i managed to think abt the show so much whilst ploughing through my lastest piece of homework, "Lady Audley's Secret", that my eyes were moving across the pages but i was thinking all the while abt koizora.
so, i obviously had to re-read that whole chunk....again.

but this novel really isn't too bad.
its def tons better than BLEAK HOUSE.
my gosh, the kind of novels bi-sexual authors can turn out, really.
oh ok, fine. charles dickens wasn't REALLY bi-sexual, he just had tendencies i guess.
this is how it went.
he was orphaned then he became rich after he received some inheritance, he got married, his marriage became estranged, got into an affair with a young actress roughly the same age as his daughters, supposedly had sth going on with a young man, then at his deathbed he calls for his young actress.
so. screwed up? totally baby.
another dandy to watch out for is oscar wilde.
man was he flamboyant.
if im not wrong he's the guy tt got UK to set the gay law thing.
oh well, dandy or not, they sure had great and beautiful minds to create the shit they did.

ah well.
i cant wait for Crows High to come out!
david let's go watch okok?
haha.
for those who dont know.. its based on a manga...
and i refuse to find out anymore.
lol.
i realise tt live action aka movies adapted frm books or manga are always less than what the manga was.
like harry potter movies ain't nearly as satisfying as the books.
then again, i admit its prob damn impossible to squeeze hundreds of pages worth of details n dialogue into 3 hrs of film, tops.


oh yea.
i have been initiated (reluctantly, really) into the B club.
as u may have guessed.
B for BIMBO.
the queen is yiping, her 2nd in command is dawn.
the rest? derek, zixiang, fuji syuusuke, david senpai then me.
argh.
they sure chose an emo person to be part of their grp.
lol.
for some reason i think its gna be a helluva time.
hahahahahaahahahah, heres a poem:

here cometh thy latest recruit,
the girl who cuts many throats,
who wears a veil of black so dark
it snuffs out the brightest spark
the one who maketh as much sorrow as joy
who eats naught for breakfast but boys
the recruit that lives on morbid poetry
to be able to feel happy.