Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
oh what do ya do?
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Nephrite at 12:47:00 AM
what happens when you're strong?life gives you more shit.so what do you do to counter it?......become stronger.friends, esp weel, tell me i'm strong.i really dont think so.what kind of person skips class because they're too tired?what kind of person complains all the time?what kind of person gets so worked up when she realises she's dependent on her friends then decides to be independent but somewhere along the way that fails too, and she ends up being at the mercy of other people.what kind of person actually has the face to admit she has so many issues she feels like a freak of nature?i really dont know what i stand for anymore.i used to be able to clearly and surely say "i hate the opposite sex" but now the best bunch of friends i have when im in hall are the two idiots tt drive me up the wall with mirth downstairs.i used to think. "i wanna have a best friend" but now i'm beginning to realise the ones closest to you are the ones tt hurt you most because you aint guarded when you're around them.its not just friends.its family too.the first cut is the deepest.the one that hurts most and lingers the longest.the one that makes you wish you were never born.it replays in your mind over and over like a broken recorder.it haunts you every night when you shut your eyes before you go to sleep.some scars can never, will never, be erased.just like some people, maybe just a few, in your heart, can never be replaced.what do you do when the world crumbles around you?do you stop & stare?or get rid of yourself before you become the last man standing?`oh what do ya do when it all falls apart?
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