dear diary.
this is my last day as a teen.
i wonder what will be different from now on.
or wad will stay the same?
how will i change? for better or worse?


will i still get to be a rebel?
or am i trapped w the responsibilities of an adult?
my mind is young yet.
i wasted my day away today.
i did nothing particularly meaningful to myself.
as in.
the steamboat at jeremy's was all good and swell.
weel was cold joking the whole way n jillene n i were in fits.
jeremy was trying to be nice to jason, i suppose, by controlling himself (since he IS jason's friend n jason was the BUTT of WEEL's jokes) lol.
omg. i didnt know the topic of leg hair could be that hilarious.
it turns out everyone likes pulling at jason's leg hair.
......incl himself.
haha.
but.
like everything social.
that was that.
i did not make new resolutions.
i did not make a very lasting memory.
all my memories are impt, of course.
but i was hoping to make one so eventful i wouldnt forget.
though i suppose this could be selfishness and narcissism speaking.
but i suppose tt it would be fine to be selfish every once in a while.
or should i say, whilst i can.?

oh well.
haha.
i did get my backpack at least.
some satisfaction for me.
met kevin, a P-clan senior, and had co. all the way back to hall 8.
didnt know my other cousin, serena, was in ntu too.
trip E at that. and a national floorballer.
haha.
hmm.
im not close to her at all.
she's from dad's side, and i only knew of her n her sister's existence a few yrs ago.
same for them.
i bet they didnt noe jill jo n i existed either.
lol.
i wonder if kevin got shocked at the complexity of it.
i wonder if she'd even rmb me if he asked her.
hmmm.


anw.
on fri when i got to work, there was a surprise.
or two.
benson was there eating at NY.
benson's a senior frm school.
who, acc to mama, is q handsome.
i agree to a certain extent.
lol.
but working with him is....an experience i suppose.
haha.
he was one of the ppl who had to help wrap all the roses for valentines.
in fact, he was the one who came up w the idea and got it working and all.
the actual running and organising was all thanks to pui fun tho.
she's THE WOMAN.
haha
anw.
the second part of the surprise was that he wasnt sitting in the smoking section.
lol.
and he actually managed to single handedly embarrass me!!! infront of all those customers.
my gosh.
i was so mortified.

shawns tml.
can hardly wait.
tho banana n ms S wont be there
boo.
=(