Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
the tunnel.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Nephrite at 5:23:00 PM
나는 모른다
shiranai,
bu zhi dao
i dunno
aku tak tau
je com passe
all the words for i dunno.
i dun see the end of anything.
i dun see the beginning.
i see nothing in its entirety.
theres no use talking about it since theres no solution to it
all i know is i am losing it.
today, tomorrow, maybe the day after that?
its like a ticking bomb.
everything is driving me nuts.
i feel disjointed.
my heart aches.
so bad my tummy aches too.
still they wont leave me alone.
as if they'd die w/o me.
ya right.
how to drive a person crazy in a day.
sighs.
its too late.
this is fate.
Today is not a great day to move -- literally or figuratively. Luckily, this directive shouldn't be so difficult for you to comply with. After all, you've just completed a big step in your life, so it make sense to put things on pause and relax. A sense of calm will help you figure out which mountain to climb next -- in the far off future, of course. So today, just sit tight and enjoy a wonderful view. You've done well -- and you deserve a little time off!
d'ya see that last sentence?
time off?
there's no such thing in my life right now.
if its not mum, its dad.
if it aint dad, its them,
if it aint them, its HALL com.
i mean.
seriously.
i know i said im tired so so so so many times its cliche.
but really.
is there no end to this?
my life is like a farce.
i wonder if HE is laughing.
i wonder if he's listening.
i wonder i wonder,
when will it be that i meet him?
if i ever.
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