Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
my sister just disowned me.
Friday, December 07, 2007
Nephrite at 11:44:00 PM
but.what the hell.i dun feel a thing anymore.frankly not surprised.she was alr dismissing me like a servant anyways.i dedicated one post to her.http://temporaryhighs.blogspot.comhaha.i cant live with pity.ironically its my sisters who dont know.someone wake up their idea pleaseanw.the kids at the performance today we uber cute.loved the pandas the most.seriously.haha.watched ENCHANTED w rtcc and eileen today.it was.....hilarious?i dunno.i personally wouldnt say it was tt good a movie.it wasnt as funny as shrek and it wasnt as romantic as the typical fairytale.neither here nor there.oh well.im still looking for a backpack.sheesh.and im a bit worried abt the banner painting. 3 by 4 m is really huge.hmmmm.anw.tk god anna was there on thurs night.i nearly died.lol.
its been so long...
Thursday, December 06, 2007
Nephrite at 2:52:00 AM
since i've last updated.
i dunno.
kinda losing faith in blogging.
haha.
i mean.
wads the point now?
i cant even say what i want.
wadever happened to freedom of speech eh?
anws.
sara.
i dun suppose everything has been that bad la.
or i wouldnt be living and breathing now.
im alive.
though sometimes it doesnt feel or seem that way.
i am questioning my reason for being.
wad was i born for?
wad am i living for?
wad am i looking for?
haha.
i dunno.
im trying to find out.
im kinda apprehensive abt the whole thing.
im quite tired of the same routine that drive me nuts.
yet somehow i know that w/o those routines i'd be even more lost than b4.
btw.
i cannot stand the whole batch of newbies la. srsly.
at least, all those on the waitside.
wing n val seem ok at first.
they at least have the initiative.
but.
hello!
they always say they know they know when u tell them anything then when u check back and ask again they dunno.
or if they dun wana do sth they jus pretend they didnt hear u.
wassup w that?
then there are the "floaters".
i mean that LITERALLY.
they float like wraiths in the land of the dead.
they have no sense of time whatsoever.
if they actually EVER get put as floaters in NY we'd all be dead for SURE.
the ppl around them can be rushing arnd like headless chickens and omne can come tell me, "i got nth to do".
like, HUH? are u blind? or damaged?
sheesh.
the worst thing?
most of them are staying in heeren.
god.
we are so so dead.
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