Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
the complications when u dunno what's real
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Nephrite at 4:35:00 PM
its mum's birthday today and she ruined our plans.
then she blames it on me saying tt i was the one who said we dun wanna celebrate birthdays anymore.
hello.
she was the one who said " im not planning anyhting, u go out and celebrate with ur friends" during my birthday
of course i'll go rite?
im not going to spend my birthday in this hell hole i call a home and emo in one corner lor
now i find out from jill that she said i asked her for money.
wtf.
srsly.
im freaking pissed.
when i called her to ask her who's she's celebrating with she wouldnt say
which means, its probably that asshole of a guy
screw them both la!
then i ask, what abt joey?
she's waiting to celebrate tgt.
then she says joey has exams blah blah.
shit la.
its a whole load of BULLSHIT.
and she just puts down the phone saying she has to atted to her student's parents blah blah.
screw the parents la.
u cant even handle ur own kids so why the HELL are u giving advise to other parents.
like u understand us in the first place.
u are so hypocritical its like u put on a mask and smile infront of painted doors.
u really dont see how the two of them try sometimes.
yea. they r still childish.
yea. they do stupid things.
yea. they may be unreasonable.
but so are u.
how can u use jill's scholarship as a loan for ur boss?
how could u do such a thing when u wont even let her have more allowance?
saying that she may back out from the deal, then u go and loan it to other ppl.
and u cant even get back our savings from ur own BROTHER.
what makes u think u can get ur boss to return the money?
let alone the interest?
i wont say anything abt my insurance for education because it was ur money to begin with and however u use it isnt my business.
but dont go and put it in fixed deposit then come and complain to me that me undergoing uni is unnecessary or shit like that cux u put urself in this difficult situation in the first place.
one minute u tell me to follow what i want to do then when i have one leg in it u tell me u think it is a shit idea to begin with.
why do u churn up lies to save face?
what is the freaking point?
u go round telling relatives u allow ur daughters to go out with friends and date and shit when u kept us under lock and key for so long we started to rebel.
get real. srsly.
how long are u gonna tell everybody different things?
u tell me jill bullied u during vacation then u tell jill i squeeze u for money.
wth do u think u r doing?
u're supposed to keep us tgt not tear us apart.
and u alr noe that the three of us have a fragile r/s.
u are so twisted.
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anw.
hall supper ytd was CRAZY.
got on the bus and sat with mei hui. shu pei n gang were in there, along with the jam band ppl.
shu pei drove me nuts.
went into fits of hysterical laughter n scared the shit outta mei hui. haha.
first stop...
ate at lavender....oyster omelette, carrot cake, popiah.
played that horrid number game with the morsels leftover.
major eww.
ritchie, tt lucky ass didnt even kena the forfeit at all but we made him eat anw.
haha.
LZ has VERY good chopstick skills.
so powerful it is tt the carrot cake jumped across me and landed, somehow, on ritchie's leg.
then another piece dropped into her drink.
got into the same bus as the rest of the azrielites this time.
and we made so much noise.
thanks to chee chong, who was milking ritchie.
ahaha.
next stop was geylang.
everyone was talkin abt the fish tanks.
i had no idea wad they were until recently.
oh wells.
nv too late to learn i guess.
had beef horfun and frog porridge.
YUMYUM.
then we went to the shop beside for yu char kuay n shao bing.
n soya bean milk.
more yum.
headed to mustafa centre for some grocery shopping.
i bought henna.
haha.
and i found out that my flik flak is cheaper there.
reached hall at 445am.
all of us dieded.
haha
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