Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
calm my toosh.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Nephrite at 1:49:00 AM
horo.....
As a calm comes over your emotional life, look for other areas of your life to grow more peaceful as well. For any social outings today, try to choose an intimate spot that's conducive to private conversations. Avoid crowded places with loud music or a raucous clientele. Even your wardrobe should reflect your inner calmness, and should feature neutral colors and comfortable fabrics that frame your face and let your personality provide all the color.
i was in a darn bad mood when i got up this morning.
like the way 'coyote ugly' is described.
like u feel so ugly and disgusted u jus wanna bite off ur own head.
i know it sounds emo but its how i felt.
like.
full of disgust with every thing.
from the way my face looks in the mirror to the languidness that greets me every cursed morning.
i was abt to sleep ytd nite aft tt horrible msn mini drama when evil twin msged telling me what sister dear said abt me.
ya, everyone can say dun get affected by what she says since we know it isnt true and my conscience is freakin clear but the reason why i still AM affected is bloody because we bloody share the same blood, dna, genes, what ever shit u call it.
when someone u've known and lived with ur whole life says ANYTHING remotely hurting theres nth left BUT to get hurt.
stabbed, shot thru the heart,
theres just no other way.
at least, i havent found any other way.
im trying to practise what jack chee said abt hurt.
that its enough that one person gets hurt.
why should there be cause for another?
i'll try.
anw.
deconstruction theory is eating at me.
im tearing apart what everyone says.
and honestly.
theres aLOT of things ppl do that contradict themselves.
even close frens.
but i shant say anything.
i'll try harder to understand.
on to lighter things.
my god.
ANNA LIM HAS GOTTEN HER DOSE OF KARMA.
she got bit rite on her FANNY today.
haha.
ALL OF US SABO-D her at cedele's.
HAHAHAHA.
angelis awaits anna.
A & A.
haha.
and PAULINE ALSO.
the beng chef is in LURVEEEEE with YOUUUU.
all the heart shaped CHOC CHIP PANCAKES =D
YUMMY.
hahahaah.
my gosh.
embarrassing her has made her realise how mortifying it was when she did it to me at the DnD.
except.
she LIKED what we did to her.
she was SQUEALING and SQUEAKING all the bloody way.
too bad we didnt get to check if he was gay.
altho we found out he was taken...
still.
muahahahahahaha.
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