Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
know what? i give up!
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Nephrite at 10:13:00 PM
had four hours of sleep.
went to amk to play bball.
but the weather was screwed.
it rained aft an hour so we stopped.
much to sara's dismay.
went to ny sun to visit ed.
saw shane's mum.
ran into shu pei at suntec.
bought my roxy bag.
played at marina's arcade.
went back to hall.
obviously i aint in the mood to type stuff out properly right now.
I GIVE UP.
shit u guys.
are there ANY decent guys in the friggin world?
DON'T u DARE come saying 'oh, not all of us are like that..." blah blah blah.
and any other BS u can churn up for me.
because seriously.
my stroke of bad luck has gotten even WORSE.
hello.
what are guys becoming nowadays anyways.
why cant u all have more standard.
this is the SECOND time i'm getting mistaken as bloody third party when im not even that close to the guy involved.
why must u blame the third party?
why do u all escape the main problem and jump on someone else who's not involved and clueless.
do u even noe i didnt approve of the way he broke up and told him as much?
seriously, u dont even KNOW me.
a clear conscience is a soft pillow and i sure as hell can tell u im sleeping like a bloody log.
but u ppl are just telling me how 'much' u all can do for your friend.
which obviously isnt much.
i have been in ur shoes.
but instead of taking it out on the SUPPOSED third party i confronted the guy directly.
have u even considered the possibility tt the third party may not even BE a THIRD party?
sheesh.
its pretty obvious u all are just looking for a scapegoat.
anyways.
to u, the ghosts on my tagboard who are the frens of the EX.
i have already passed the message, or lack thereof, to brian.
i have held my end of the bargain and he'll deal with it.
please stop plaguing me.
thank you.
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