Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
there isnt an end to happiness...
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Nephrite at 12:17:00 AM
...but neither is there a end to disappointment.haha.i was late for lecture again.but this time it wasnt really my fault.todays lecture was abt writing technique.golly!the way some of the older students write, its pretty hard to guess they were writing abt a canteen...." where one becomes a lost soul....where couples can find solace in each other.......where people can rush in yet find leisure...."went back to ny today to collect my pay.saw the usual ppl.i was so FREAKIN happy.papa, mama, joyce, ty, nadine, ai mei ren, danilo etc etc.i decided to be nice and help the rest deposit their cheques as well.nesh seemed busy so mayb thats why he didnt ji siao me.oh well.its either that or its cux of the blog wars.either way, its always up to personal opinion.went to have dinner at taka with brian n ching beng then searched kino and borders for my books to no avail.sian.im experiencing some difficulties in sch now but i guess its to be expected.and sara... haha.rmb the tag abt my frens being here for me 24/7?its more or less beginning to show..as in who are the ones who will understand and be bothered with me to stick around.i cant say im not disappointed with the reality but thinking back.maybe, just maybe i wasnt as important in the first place.mayb i just thought i was.i overestimated and thus, the higher the expectations, the steeper the fall.but life is supposed to be like this isnt it.nevermind that my family isnt helpful now my frens disappear.sometimes i think this is a good way to see who would stick around when i stop making the first moves or wadever.i guess jaysher was right, huh.i just refused to believe it.but now there isnt much choice, since its staring me in the face.they are they and i am me.just because i think and act in certain manners, or go to certain extents does not mean everyone else will do the same or give me sth back.sometimes i think im desparate for company .so desparate i do things that i usually wont do, try so hard to please other people.but other times things are, or seem, simple, i meet ppl, i make ppl happy, ppl stick arnd.but the unspoken question remains.as usual.
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