Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
a heart of light shrouded
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Nephrite at 11:01:00 AM
ytd night was the first time i've felt close to suicidal after so many years...it was unbearable.im sick, though i bet the stress is playing a part in it.then theres the problem of getting all my stuff done.now jo expects me to pay for her 100 bill for her on top of my own and everything else i need to get for sch.whats up with that?then this..i asked her to do one simple thing.meet me at the station and pass me the spare phone.oh no.it was too TIRING for her.she just HAD to sleep.and when i managed to get hold of a phone and call her, she keeps hanging up.i felt like tossing her bill into the nearest bin right then and there.when i finally get thru my mum says it so late everyone is sleeping blah blah blah,hello!since when has anyone in my family been an early bird?so there i am on tippy toes wondering if i'll make it back in time for my last bus and wham!my cousin comes strutting toward me.oh my GOD.and i cant tell my mum i lost the phone.its so new i havent even paid her back for it yet.argghhhh.then i jus had to spend some allowance on the stupid pageant stuff.and its too late to pull out.neither is it fair to blame the seniors.they're suffering along with us.but right now the reflection i see in the mirror really isnt me at all.its getting harder and harder to plaster a smile on my face everyday.living knowing your family isnt there to back u up really feels like being thrown into a stormy sea. with no buoy.
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