say you'll stay,
don't come and go.....


get right in then get back out
jump all in and take 'em out



omg.
whaen is saturday gonna be over?
there's like, hall supper tml...
donut day?
and big grace is performing.
i wanna see.
i wanna hear!
its like, she has the best voice i've heard so far la.
and the worst thing is i might have to miss all the fun cux of training.
in quite a few ways i guess i regret joining the dnd thing.
fun is one thing but the other more important factors like studies are starting to weigh us all down.
and its taking a serious toll on our rest and health as well.
but i know all the others are probably suffering along with me.
still.

and i think i'm becoming overly needy again.
i think now all i keep doing is complain and complain.
i need to get a reality check and move on with whatever it is im doing.
i mean.
i can't expect ken to be there for me all the time rite.
and he's tons busier than me.
i'll admit.
its freaking hard making frens in uni.
and its harder still to noe who i can completely rely on when my annoying vulnerabilities consume me.
sometimes i think im becoming too wrapped up in myself i cant see anyone else's pain.
which was wad i was originally good at.
where is that part of me?
i feel as if im losing it.
as in the parts of me i tot i knew.
identity crisis much?

argh,
all ppl can tell me is not to worry.
hello.
i've been trying for the past decade!
its just not that easy.
and im just too tired from everything.



i need to get away.
far far away.