Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby. Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning. sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself, I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets. There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know. And then you will see the world through my eyes.






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AZRIEL. -the dark angel.
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Nephrite at 4:25:00 PM





azriel!
khydra!
phaeton!
xaedon!

blue
green
red
yellow.

the four clans of VIII.

camp was fun.
but damn tiring.
not having a laptop seriously sucks in hostel life.
everything's recorded in my journal.
i'll type it out sometime.
not now.
haha.
every part of my body is protesting in agony.
we had 2 mini amazing races and one huge one.
we actually ran up n down orchard road 3 freaking times and ran around the clark quay-city hall area for the huge one.
the mini ones were at sentosa and chinatown.
arggh.


sheesh.

my clan members n their schools are...
LZ Brian Jake Emily Lester Richie Derrick Densy Grace XinYi YuXuan Priscilla Eileen Nina Samartha Andy Kennard CheeChong ShianJun JunXian.

Clan Grp Leaders:
Eldine Gina Grace Denise John Nik Emilio Eddie ShuWen WaiChing Michelle Justin SK Gordon



abv--our clan flag, designed by our adm student, LZ, on the left. Nina's on the right.


abv: emily: the zai-est girl in the clan, and me.

us after the campfire finale at sentosa.
super tired.
super burnt.
but super satisfied.
we were the programmer's fave clan.




oh.
did i mention?
we had to eat live mealworms.
yup, the whole clan.
the grp leaders had to stick it and eat the mother-mealworms.
the bonus round was any of us had to finish 5 fried crikets.
this was on the 3rd nite at the changi chalet.
we had fright-night on the first nite (wed) at the old changi hospital.
second night was 'special pal' nite @ sembawang park
.
.
.
fear factor much?


on sat, ytd, the leaders made me i/c.
why?
haha.
i think.
its cux after 5 long days of camp everyone was too exhausted to get high.
and so, again, i became the firestarter.
haha.
but i completely died in the middle of the race.






after all that, in the end my mum was so reluctant to come fetch me i told her to just forget it.
gr8 but in the morning she didnt wanna come fetch me either so i had to lug everything home myself.
now, jill asks who is paying for my laptop and my mum decides all by herself that I AM PAYING.
wow.
WHAT THE ****
she dun want me to stay in the hostel? fine. i pay, nvm.
she didnt help me move in when WHOLE FAMILIES come with the other students? FINE.
now she thinks my bank account is abyssal.
hello!
i earn 5.50 an hour.
i should think that i have the right to spend away some of the measly amount that i earn.
the whole point of working is so that i at LEAST have SOME spending power.

please forgive me for wanting things.
im so drained right now i wish for things that a person should nv think about.




i hate them.




i hate them all.










- so u sailed away....
into a grey sky morning....
remembering the years........
leaves me down and lonely......
nothing's quite the same now.



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