Hmmmm. Work was, hmmm, well, work.

Came in time to see anna leave.

Finally met moses. Though actually it wasn’t my first time seeing him cux I was the one who told sue he wanted to come for an interview. But like I said, I don’t have an unforgettable face so he doesn’t remember me at all. But he’s nice to talk to and when u need help, he’s there. He’s also full of wanting to prove he’s a fast learner.

Haha.

We’ll see.

To survive at ny, enthusiasm is much needed.

The highlight of today was two people who reported for work when they weren’t scheduled down.

It was friggin funny.

They ended up eating at ny instead

What I don’t get is tt they saw the schedule file on Sunday so how in the world???

Haha.

Oh well.

Anyways.

The more I think abt my previous entry the more I think im the unreasonable one.

Haiz.

Nesh’s voice is in my head.

I can practically imagine him saying that ‘some things are privileges, not entitlements’

Whenever that statement pops up, theres never anything much I can say in defense.

I think tt even the monster will agree with me on this.

I mean.

Haiz.

Deep down I actually KNOW all this stuff.

I alr learnt it durg leadership camp.

There are the people who delegate, and the ppl who are delegated.

And since I am the latter, it isn’t really in my position to question.

I even noe how it feels to have ur requests disobeyed and ur authority questioned.

BUT (if u realise there is always a BUT in life)

Everything I’ve been taught in JC is saying otherwise.

They’ve practically honed us into becoming interrogators or sth along those lines.

Like, anything we don’t know the answer to, question n ask n seek till we find out the answer.

Which now leads me to ask, which should I follow now?

Is the system faulty?

I’ve come to realise sth else.

I’m guy-phobic.

The closer I feel they’re getting emotionally the colder I become toward them.

It’s a almost automatic thing.

I think I know why too.

Now I wonder.

Who will be patient enough to stick around?