Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby. Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning. sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself, I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets. There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know. And then you will see the world through my eyes.






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the substitute
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Nephrite at 12:26:00 AM


the pisces in me:
You are certainly not lacking options right now, so your primary task today will be to try to figure out how to choose which one to take advantage of first. The good news is that picking a path is not an exact science -- it is an art (an art you have mastered). So just go with your gut, and pick the road that promises you the biggest fulfillment. Avoid anything that looks like a shortcut. Be ready to put in your time to get to where you want to be.

the Aquarius in me:
n the past, when you saw something you wanted to do, you didn't wait for an engraved invitation before getting involved. So why are you being so shy about embracing a certain new experience? Today you must stop hiding away from this adventure. If you keep focusing on a recent failure or disappointment, you'll stop growing -- and you'll never reach your full potential. Take a chance and jump off that balcony of fear. You will land on your feet!

conclusion: the mental struggle i go through everyday is enough to make me mad.

today:
woke up to the sound of sue's voice this morning and it gave me a shock.
haha.
man, as it is NYDC has become like my second home..
i spend more hours there than anywhere else for pete's sake.
and now it invades into my sleeping time.
anyways.
i went to replace brian.
replacing him tml too.
weel looks like a boy boy.
haha.
and is practising this tight-lipped smile and becoming dan's twin.

went out with ahem, js n ms S today.
ate at sakae (where we bumped into mama n papa),
din tai fung n spageddies (is this how u spell it?)
watched f4. AGAIN. argh.
somehow it was kinda draggy tho the occasional humour was appreciated.

HOSTEL HOSTEL HOSTEL HOSTEL!
i want!

'you say, i only hear what i want to.
you say, i talk so all the time, so.
baby won't you tell me why,
there is sadness in your eyes,
i'm the one who's feeling lost,
right now.
i am, vindicated,
i am selfish, i am wrong.
take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing, for you.
and give me back my point of view.
there's nothing left to lose.




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