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Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby. Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning. sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself, I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets. There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know. And then you will see the world through my eyes.

never judge a river by its surface.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Nephrite at 3:51:00 AM

the undercurrents are there.
its all abt whether u wanna see it or not.
here's the 411 abt humans.
we see what we WANT to see, not what it REALLY is.

hey u ass.
i hope u're reading this.
i think i know why you're pissed.
don't worry. i didnt spread any rumours.
in fact, i was one of the last to believe anything.
who needs rumours when everything u do is in friggin PLAIN SIGHT?
haha. better yet, they all come asking ME.
and the best part is its all true.
then again, theres the old saying that states for every lie u create, u need yet another one to cover it up.
so what i am saying is, u can go on lying for the rest of eternity and it STILL WONT END.
but u alr noe this. need i say more?
and i'm not backing u up or defending you anymore.
you're on ur own.
or maybe u got pissed cuz i didnt even BLINK when u started throwing ur tantrum and start knocking and whacking things.
i managed to keep my 'stone' face on but inwardly i wanted to laugh though i got scared.
but u see, as much as i LOVE laughing, it would mean that u exist.
and to me, u are no longer there. besides, i'd rather save my energy for better things.
so i kept a lid on my fear, laughter and worry and devoted my attn to the cashier which actually required no attn at all. haha.

ninny, or was it nono, according to su, was equally annoying.
trying to be nice all the time, or so i thought, till i realised it might be sucking up?
i dunno.
i'm not into the 'layer beneath layer' crap.
nini went round telling everyone things abt me.
i wasnt pissed till the ninny started going round telling ppl i was mad at the ninny when i wasnt.
hello. EVERYONE shares the food.
the ninny actually had the guts to tell me that the dish "is MINE".
all i said was....'actually we all share all the food'
and the ninny went all over the place to tell everyone i was pissed.
yea right.
if i was pissed at the beginning, u're the bloody queen of england.
the worst is i cant do ANYTHING back.
the reason why i cant is even more vexing.
---on top of it all i practically had to help ninny do the job la. so dumb can.
but i chose to be nice. again. fish la.
now i think abt it, why the HELL did i bother. my god. our god.
i dont want to become a ninny myself.

ahem n ms S, u should've been here. it was damn funny i tell u.
from mama's reaction to supper. gosh.
mama's reaction. she smacked me and went like, "you see you see, i told u right, i told u cannot trust them" and continued nagging for sometime. papa was reduced to laughter and she even mentioned tt ms S would've prob had the same reaction as her. haha.
supper time was funny cux, well.
hmm. haha. howhow cracked some yellow jokes abt.....

honestly they're matchmade.
i told chili flake to his face as much.
liars, non-ahemahem people, and innocent-looking-but-not-innocent-at-all people get along real well.the whole reson of why i wanna laugh is because of this.
the ninny n nono hardly know anything abt themselves.
the whole thing is so amusingly combustible.

Man's worst enemy is himself.
the crap you're in man, was and is all self-induced.
so doncha even THINK abt shifting the blame to me.
people have eyes and ears of their own.
rumours are rumours till its proven.
i cant stop ppl from seeing wad they saw or have seen, what they feel or what they think. i was the blind-est. but now i see.
u can do it in the toilet for all i care but dont blame ppl for thinking it when u go off to the toilet and come back eons later.
dont look at me like i have three heads cuz the freak here is you.
since, as you say, i 'treat u like trash',what i say now wont matter.

THANK U SHI YI FOR THE SWEET TREAT.
it saved lives. haha.

servvel is a blonde and suf is broken and has lost his marbles.
funny funny funny.

the washers are so irritating.
argh.
keep mia-ing.
tho it was amusing to see the red shirts get down n dirty.