Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
the life of a squatting cashier.
Monday, June 18, 2007
Nephrite at 11:13:00 AM
hmmm.
wanted to use the com but as usual, someone else was using it.
this is what happens when 3 ppl share one com and 4 ppl share a modem.
haha.
anws.
i was pissed ytd morning la.
being a girl is so irritating.
it'd better not screw up the game later.
was early for work.
nadine, howhow, jamil n aaron.
tips weren't bad.
haha.
this is for ms S:
i told him....
how his feelings can change like the direction of the wind is totally outta my league and that since he alr thinks he's trash, he IS trash cux he keeps lying and lying till i dunno what the truth is anymore. and what we had was probably a lie anyway so do me a favour and not tell her anything cuz it'll just complicate things even MORE. he's stuck btwn somone who hasnt let go and wont let go and someone new who wants him so bad despite the consequences so there really isnt any space for me and i don't want to be involved anyway. plus, i dont want him to say I MESSED his life up. oh. somewhere in the middle of this sms convo i also said that i condemn him as a friend and that the respect i have for him goes as far as being human but other than that he's nothing.
he says sorry blah blah, he's messed up blah blah, what we had was real blah blah.
i said. yea you ARE messed up. not me. i held back cuz i felt guilt. and i also said i cant understand, for the life of me, why he's so desparate and impatient to get into another relationship. and i'm not defending him when people say anything anymore and not gonna help him or tell him anything i noe abt her or cry for his health. what for do all that and get CRAP in return.
haha. i sent like, pages and pages of sms but i won't hold my breath waiting to see if it permeates his thick skull. i'll die and start rotting before he does.
the shopping trip went the way i expected it to go.
not very good
and under tyrannical rule.
plah!
my mum seriously just insists i go along for reasons that suggest she just wants to USE me sometimes.
i dont think this is what they mean by family.
but what the hell.
even if they all tuen into three horned bulls i'll still accept them .
but it certainly doesnt mean i like the way they are now.
and mum doesnt wanna let me stay in the hostel!
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