Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
time
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Nephrite at 12:58:00 AM
the essence of time....
hmm...
i suppose now, that it is not abt how much time u want...
its more of how to properly make use of the time u have....and with v day coming, or rather already here...
its always easy to say its totally overrated...
but...
i rmb the tons of dedications back in nss...and the roses n chocs..
then at mrs fields...when i toiled away at the cakies and icing hoping and wishing as i went abt the work that whoever got the cakie would appreciate it as well as the person who got it for them...
i suppose at that point of time tho i was peeved i was using my own vday to make someone elses day, i still got some satisfaction...
which then brings me back to the question.
does everyone really wanna celebrate v day or is it like a habit or chore?
is it really better to confess ur feelings toward someone u like and risk pain n humiliation ?
or is it better to happily look from a distance and suffer silently?
or is it really possible to just be content watching the one u love BE content?
i think there really might be two types of pain...
one when u cannot be happy with the one u love.
the other is seeing the one u love in pain.
today.
window shopping for cny stuff.
didnt get any clothes in the end.
but alvin ended up joining us aft work n had jap for dinner n cartel for dessert.
which is bad.
we like, completely splurged.
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