Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Nephrite at 7:36:00 PM
hmmm...
its just another saturday afternoon...
ytd was a rush-day.
rush here rush there do this n do that..
all from the moment i woke.
7.15 am.....see ms lim
7.50am......rush for flag raising
8.10 am....rush to lt5 for econs
12.40pm...rush home to bathe n get clothes then rush back for STAR n on the way back got disgusted/embarrassed at the sight of....yuck, nvm)
6.30pm.....rushed to TAO for MY's bday celebration in advance with NIGIME.
(7 dish meals r killers!! huai san's unique, loved the lavender tea. rose apple smells like beer. creme brulee is yumyumyummy. lamb n pork ribs r fatfatfatty. cod too. ohhh.) _p.s_juju hokkaido nxt time!!_
10pm....headed to the airport to study with Lat, eileen n weel.
1am.....went doem to the cafe with weel, got a espresso mocha to wake us up, hogged the comp for over an hour.....looking at blogs....i wanted to blog but didn't.....ended up chatting with lou..haha.
2 plus am.....went back to studying
5am......died....
6.30 am....caught the bus back home with eileen n nearly fell off my seat numerous times cux i dozed off n heard an unruly grp of mats guffawing.
what a way to live eh?
wake up n smell the flowers my frens!
this is the life of a student.
now i sound corny.
sth struck me today. . .
why was i so unbelievably hung up when i had so many better ones?
how did i let myself get so cynical?
but do i not want to be cynical? ok, tts another issue.
but wad is the next step now?
to hold on or to let go n risk everything i've built....again?
will i be able to handle it all over again?
will i make the right choice?
should i think more or not think and risk insensitivity?
the main point: what exactly do i want?
my state: i dunno.
sheesh.
(weel, i will NEVER understand them, so really, im in the same boat as u, despite what u call 'experience'...i dun think they were much help)
-hahahahaha-
-_-
pluthers.
the questions, or question, remains a mystery.
NOTE: RAPHAEL CHEN :
im not tt pissed anymore. . just miffed. .annoyed. .in need of a punching bag....(kidding!)
i jus needed to get over the initial shock.
but for goodness sake, jus cux i accept the apology does not mean u can continue circulating the photos!
national day is near....
yay?
dunno.
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