Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
GAY
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Nephrite at 3:57:00 PM
Jade, you're a Siren!
Like the beautiful sea mermaids who've swum before you, Siren, you certainly have a way of drawing people in. Whether wooing a crush with your alluring voice or impressing someone with your unique take on the world, you're sure to captivate more than your share of audiences.
It must be the balance between your glittering personality and your individual style that keeps friends and family enamored by your presence. From being able to predict next season's "it" color to pairing leopard print with plaid before it hits the pages of Vogue, people see you as a fashion goddess. You may not want to admit it, but you're part trendsetter and people look to you for direction.
Of course, you know there's more to life than shopping for the latest adorable accessory. You pursue success in all aspects of life — from offering creative insights at work to running marathons. You have big dreams, Siren, and by keeping them in sharp focus, you're sure to come out a winner.
--------Ohmygodi'mthecreaturethatKILLSMENinthegreekmyth?!-------------wow. that's the best thing i've ever heard!
i get to KILL MEN!
yay! xD
but thats the only part i think its true la.
the rest is utter crap. i mean, HELLO?
who am i kidding here? -alluring voice-?
gimme a breakkk---
anyways.
haha.
kim says my blog is stagnant.
ok la, it kinda is.
but only for the time being plus i dun get enough com time.
and sometimes, blogging here isnt the best cux u cant always say what u really wanna say.
i think.
haha.
hmm.
depression is my next obsession.
why?
its so easy to get sad depressed etcetc but hard to suddenly get happy
i guess its the same with it being easier to be bad than be good?
oh wth.
TWO more freakin; days my frens, just two
and we can cut ourselves some slack b4 geArin' up fer the next one.
`ren.
i haven't gone shopping recently.
-but its not as if i have money to spend la.
i haven't read any of the storybooks OR the novels on my list.
-cuz if i started on one i'd nv stop n its a hazard to my studies(rolls eyes)
i haven't stoned for a day
-no time. but stoning feels good tho its really useless.
i haven't really enjoyed myself fully
-everytime i go out, exams+studying is constantly hovering
is wad im going through now actually considered LIVING?
cux it really does NOT seem as though i'm living my life the way i really want.
technically, i'm just tying myself up and binding my life the way women bound their feet and for what? to suit what a bunch of other people think youths should be doing with their lives but its stifling. seriously.
grr. sighs. its not as though anyone can do much about the way the world works.
naivete rocks n sucks and the same freakin' time.
to ALL MEN, or rather the opposite sex:
` You could call me six times but still I won't pick up the phone
You could spend all your money on me but still I'll say no
You could write a million letters everyday confessing to me
That I am the girl of your dreams
But nobody ever asked me
I never looked at you that way
'Cause I always thought you were gay
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