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kiss the rain.

Friday, March 31, 2006

Nephrite at 8:34:00 PM

i kissed the rain today.
jo kissed the rain too.
we musta've looked like maniacs.
we stood at 622 till we were numb from cold.
but it was FUN.

haha.

don't get mad, if i'm laughin'
blame the caffine..

dude, i WAS right ain't i?
it did rain afterall.
wow.
so i did rmb some stuff from geog.
tho i kinda smelt it.
u can smell rain, ya noe?

anw.
AGG told me all abt gay pubs today.
rather interesting, i must say.
tho i'm not inclined to try it out anytime soon.
haha.
clubbing seems scary enuf.

heard there are TWO whole classes nt attending prom.
thats sad. i mean, pioneer batch.. thot everyone will jus go.
or sth liddat.
argh.

wednesday, 29th march.
X-country @ macRitchie.
this is my 6th year going to tt place.
hurhur.
met Gillian @ AMK @ 7am.
(yea! i noe, the sch is SIAO to hold it at such a horrid hour!)
we were all sluggish.
anw. tiean n sam were gonna be late so gil n i went to take a bus first.
ended up taking the bus with her fren n his fren.
i got high on mentos and the yoghurt sweet that makes ppl scrunch their faces n hurl
(aaron justin n gil so far)
haha.
gil was like 'ok wad' then she started groping for her water bottle.
haha.
ya.
we passed RJ on the way n when we got off, gil's fren was like. where's RJ? i thot it was nearby.
wth. i couldnt take it. he pushed the "laugh" button.
haha.
gil was funnny! too.
she almost ren cuo ren.
haha.
anw.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HEMA, TEE HEE aka PeiYi, and HAZEL!!

church

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Nephrite at 10:15:00 PM

there's hope for me yet.

tho everytime i look at econs it doesnt feel so.

went to church today.
it felt good.

the lord my shepherd.
tt hymn from primary school days brings back memories.
=P

failure to launch

Friday, March 24, 2006

Nephrite at 8:51:00 PM

today.
wow.

watched failure to launch.
good plot.
pretty up-lifting.
was good.

isnt so now.
totally wasted.
when i tot i got over bad news of my econs mcq grades,
i get this.

are we objects, no, PROPERTY that u can jus take as and when u like?
wad in the world is wrong with ur head?

`when god woke up on the wrong side of his bed.
it jus dun matter now.
little by friggin little.

vendetta-ed

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Nephrite at 9:30:00 PM

Remember, remember the fifth of November
The gunpowder treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder treason
Should ever be forgot.

Guy Fawkes, twas his intent
To blow up king and parliament.
Three score barrels were laid below
To prove old England's overthrow.

By God's mercy he was catched
With a dark lantern and lighted match.
Holler boys, holler boys, let the bells ring
Holler boys, holler boys, God save the King.

V for Vendetta.
then there's vindicated, vengeance, vital, victory.
oh. and.
Viola!

the papers are over.

now the intense wait for results.

woe is me.

here there plain despair.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Nephrite at 8:20:00 PM

alas!
despair.
oh my, oh my.
might u there, know what despair is?
here, there.
everywhere.
just plain despair.

woe is me, woe is me.
2down1moretogoyet.
`so close to tears.

the good the bad the ugly

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Nephrite at 11:15:00 AM

i do haunt you still.
muAhahaha!

alas.
the end of the holidays are coming.
or rather, study week.

anw.
i bet the newbies have heard alOT of not so flattering stuff about me..
and im not surprised.
all i can say is, u shud noe enuf to realise that there is always two sides to a story.
and, if u really wanna, u should ask the oldies.
they noe all of us.
the good, the bad and the ugly parts.
i jus have to come to terms with the fact i cant be everyones friend.
especially when they're their friends.
oh what the heck.

floorskillz was really gr8 tho.
or should i say, is.
todays the finals.
good luck ppl!
=P

kerazee weekend :)

Monday, March 13, 2006

Nephrite at 7:45:00 PM

friday.
last day of term one.
hmm.. our class finally took our class pic.
i dare say it wasnt bad.
waha.
100% spastic.
cant help remembering the stuff i was doing at this time last year.
anw.
i rushed home then back to NSS for the Scrabble camp over thing for leaders.
only a few Alumni turned up. sad case.
lol.
went crazy. walked out to 7 eleven around 9 plus?
den went out for teh tarik and prata a few hrs later.
haha.
miss the gd ol' times with my batch.
fell asleep arnd 3 plus am.

Saturday.
Lyz woke me up.
found myself on the MRL's sofa. lol.
had to put up with a cottony mouth n bed hair.
got down to Business.
recalled all the nitty gritty scrabble rules, explained to Cat,
and we qn-ed n minor-screwed the leaders that were supposed to provide us with info.
sheesh.
explained stuff to the lane runners den Cat n I took off..
it's been such a long time since i took the bus 800.
haha.
got home, took a bath, slept and woke a 3.45pm.
LATE!!
haha.
had to meet ver n cyr to go to the BLACKFOOT OGL BBQ--psst for J2s.
haha.
the venue: XR's house.
(psst. near a jap high school+hostel...cyr was so excited!! haha)
turns out only cyr n i were staying over.
for the girls.
lol.
shaoxian was the other guy.
lol, or gay.
8 ppl came, again. like tt time @ e steamboat..
vincent. ziying. jane. ver. SX. cyr. me. xr.
we wanted to toss cyr in the pool aft the others left but we couldnt do it.
;p
shelled n ate the food.
sweet potato with nutella? wth.
haha.
yuru n shaoxian played the piano.
and everyone showered except shaoxian...yuckk!
ok la, but he din really cook.
haha.
we talked and talked and talked.
den we walked to macs n the playgrnd.
haha.
fun fun fun.
went back...watched 'guess who?"
tho i fell asleep...

Sunday
woke arnd 7 plus 8. when the movie ended.
haha.
went for breakfast.
i din eat at first..
den i bought the cheese bun thing ...
the bean is CUTE!!
-.-"
went home.
slept like a friggin log..
haha.
wanted to wake to study but didnt in the end.
-______-"

Today..
ms st nathan was entertaining...
as usual.
haha.
for a while...
after tt the lec got a tad bit boringg.
and some ppl kept talking.
den when others whisper, they shush them.
hello, like, shut ur own gap first.
jeez.
talk abt unreasonable.
saw cherish today in the train!!!
haha. the super smile.
and ur friend. and the funny pants. whaha.
the pants was cool.
like, the zipper-flipper!!!! ahaha.
mY slippers!!
my dentist is back frm maternity leave.
her son's name is IAN.
haha.
she tightened my braces REAL bad :'(
cant eat much.
pain!!
bright green vs dark green.
peace to ya!

Friday, March 10, 2006

Nephrite at 1:13:00 PM

tagged by weeL

Rules:
1.Bold the following words that are true about you,
2. GREEN! the things you wish were true,
3.add one thing true about you,
4.and then tag onetwothreefourFIVE more people.I miss somebody right now.

I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.(it's heaven on earth!)
I've been in a threesome.
I've been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast/unclear
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have alot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergy to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move a friend's significant past or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
i love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone i've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who i am now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at MacDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the wrong people.
I adore bright colours.
I love to eat and sleep!
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers more than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongues in waves, much like a snakes slithers.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal i've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distraction.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
i have riden an elephant.
I love chocolates and crowns!
I go to school NOT for the sake of lessons.
I can't ride a bicycle.
i have/have tried to cut myself.
i think i'm the only person crazy enough to do this at 6 in the morning without any sleep for the night.
i feel crazy.
i love tomatoes!!
i like peanut butter on bananas.
Been told "you're on fire!".
I'm a netballer.
I'm straightforward.

tag!: i've decided not to tag anyone so they wont have ta go thru the freakin' trouble! haha. :)
but everyone's welcome to do this.

so sec sch

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Nephrite at 1:51:00 PM

here i am!!
feel like i haven't blogged in ages.
ages in my terms la, obviously.

haha.
i'm in the school library helping them utilise their computer.
so secondary school... like during FN class in sec 4..
haha.
mdm mas has something on so we have a free period now..
supposed to be reading up for econs tml..
and i will. after i finish this entry.
haha.

anw.
i quite glad tt i have compaanions to walk to school with..
i dun mind being solitary sometimes cux it allows me to think about stuff but then.
thats it u see, "sometimes".
and its lucky i meet ppl on the way to sch instead of having pre-arranged meeting times..
cux im always inconsistent..sometimes im early, sometimes just barely on time.

next week's the hols.
but im not looking forward to it.
if u had told me that i would never look forward to holidays when i was in secondary school, i would have said tt u're outta your mind but rite now,
i'd prefer anything BUT the holidays.
the blocks are coming up.
please, i jus wanna pass it all.

got my results for chinese.
C5 and Merit for oral.
mixed feelings abt it.
haha.
but no way am i retaking.
haha.
chinese is sooO not my thing.

BLACKFOOT BBQ this Sat~!
totally looking forward to it.
i think it'll be my only day off ...

i wanna go to england! long overdue!!

why.

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Nephrite at 9:52:00 PM

Her skin is white cloth,
and she's all sewn apart
and she has many colored pins
sticking out of her heart.

But she knows she has a curse on her,
a curse she cannot win.
For if someone gets
too close to her,

the pins stick farther in.

tim burton rocks.

studied with weel at woodland today.
and saw one of the he(s) who vex me.

`i'dlovetofallinlovebutidon'thavethatluxury :))

career

Friday, March 03, 2006

Nephrite at 11:11:00 PM

Jade, your confidence level is medium

As a result, you probably see yourself as a great, focused, or energized person at least half of the time. However on other days, stress and self-doubt might leave you feeling a bit low. So while you're generally a warm person who thinks highly of yourself and others, your behavior may change for the worse when you're having "one of those days." Luckily, people like you tend to bounce back pretty easily.

Your physical attractiveness seems to be the trait that you most value in yourself of the five main traits that affect confidence. You also seem to appreciate this characteristic in others.

what physical attractiveness?
this is why tests like these are inaccurate. cux they obviously are.

went to the career fair thing today.
saw quite a few northlanders.
jing, hazel, chengde..

haiz. looks like the only northlander in J1 will be mr seah.
the rest all leaving. tim! haha.

and another thing.

the he(s) vex me. like, really really vex me.
waha.

my family?
please. dont go there.
its the greyest area and the place i so do not wanna visit right now.

they will all undo me.
who will light my future?
`all the things they said.

i distinctly detest rule of thumb.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Nephrite at 7:07:00 PM

peeps...please go to this link and do the stufff there...haha
thanks.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=flawed_stone

my silence i shall hold,
for fear i will lose control.

`this man will undo me.

empty.`

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Nephrite at 5:22:00 PM

hey.

dad came today.
he came to try to talk about the divorce.
funny.
i don't feel anything anymore.
am i supposed to feel something?

he apologized for failing as a dad.
and all i thought to myself was.. u realise that only now??
7 years have come and gone. im no longer the little girl whom u would scream at when i did not understand ur math concepts, the old algebra methods u tried to use and i just could not understand. i am no longer that girl who would sit on ur lap.
u have made us all cynical. too cynical too young.
do you have any idea how ancient i feel?
or how sad i was when i saw joey torn?
how do you think we feel?
and somehow u always manage to bring the sad story back to yourself.
i saw u today.
u look older and more tired each time i see u.
u're fading away, we all noe it.
but theres a chasm of 7 yrs, and no one wants to talk about it. i noe i don't.
u gave me some money.
to make me feel better? or to make me feel worse?
u may be a failure. but u succeeded in making me feel like one.
do u noe ur daughters were all suicidal?
do u noe one smokes and drinks and steals and the other cant have a proper convo with mum without screaming?
do u noe how much mother suffers for us, for u? for what u did?
do u?
u dont.
bcux if u did, u would've just let us be.
and these, are the confessions of my broken heart.
i guess my defense wasnt as good as i thot.
so much for not caring.
bull.

so am i?
am i supposed to feel?
wad am i supposed to feel?
i dont know.