Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
pian ju
Monday, December 05, 2005
Nephrite at 8:11:00 PM
i really thot i'd never ever go back to that horrible state anymore.but guess wad.i am.i feel despair when there isn't a need to feel it.i feel like tearing my hair out and screaming and crying all at the same time.im angry and sad and hurt and i have no idea why.i feel the need for an adrenaline rush, pain, to feel i exist.i want to cry, but i cant. no tears flow. thats the only difference. i want to laugh, but theres nth funny to laugh at. i think im losing it. dammit.i can't take it anymore.the issue with jill. my education. their education.my future. their future.my mum. my dad.i cant take it.life. death. stress.i cant tell which is which, wad is impt, wad isnt.i am just so tired.'xing fu' is just a bluff. isnt it? no one is truly happy. no one.
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