Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
darn it.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Nephrite at 12:01:00 AM
i think im nt gonna blog so much anymore cuz the more i blog the more philosophical and dreamy i seem to get.way off track man, way off track.it could be due to my constantly conflicting character.PISCESAQUARIAN. totally opposite horoscopes la.and both me. wth.so tired.i finished another book. "Shapeshifter's Quest"cant wait for its sequel. :Dwatched Aeon Flux. reminded me of the handmaid's tale. n the island.met up with 'lao shi' aka mdm kheng, today.along with two of her other ex students.she gave me an esprit watch. i was elated. xDlunched at wisma. realised i haven been to orchard in mths.great. now i sound like some deprived kid. i m not. ok, mayb a lil. jus a teeny weeny bit.guess i'm gona resort to my past habit of mixing lyrics up to fit my emo n mood ba.when i made up my mindand my heart along with thatto live not for myselfbut yet for Godsomebody said"do you know what you are getting yourself into?"when i finally ironed outall of my prioritiesand asked God to remove the doubtthat makes me unsure of thesethings i ask myselfi ask myself"do you know what you are getting yourself into?"i'm getting into youbecause you got to mein a way words can't describei'm getting into youbecause i've got to beyou're essential to survivei'm going to love you with my lifewhen he looked at me and said"i kind of view you as a son"and for a second our eyes metand i met that with a question"do you know what you are getting yourself into?"i've been a liar and i'll never amount tothe kind of person you deserve to worship youyou say you will not dwell on what i did but rather what i do you say"i love you and that's what you are getting yourself into"i'm getting into you (getting into you)because you got to me (because you got to me)in a way words can't describei'm getting into you (getting into you)because i've got to be (because i've got to be)you're essential to survivei'm going to love you with my you said "i love you and that's what you're getting into"
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