this is like my second post fer the day and its equally philosophical, if not depressin'.
waha.
weel saw a person die today, n by his own hand.
death.
will anyone be able to understand it w/o dying themselves?
how come a body cant survive if the soul is still there?
i mean, isnt our soul, our ability to think; the essence of life itself?
i just dun geddit.

the suicide part.
yea.
i've been there, but nv got 'round to actually doin it.
so there.

heyhey..
do u ever get the feeling that u're never ever good enough? or that u're incompetent?
or if u tried and tried and tried but nth seems to work out the way it shud?
haiz.
kinda been feeling that way.
and , i think, so have quite a few ppl...

seeing the devasted expressions, or gloomy faces make me feel that way too.
emotions rule me. and it aint a good thingin the current era we're living in.
ppl wanna see a 'yes' person, always obliging, subservient and obviously seeming to be absolutely brainless. u gotta lick the asses of te rite ppl to be accepted, and ignore ppl who are un cool.
define that. there are so many different levels of uncool.
and it sucks to noe that tho there are ppl who work their asses off and dun get shit in return while ppl who have the rite connections and turn up and the rite places get everything at the cost of nth.
heck.

hey.
i've been havin' good and not so good days

haha.
i had 2 swensen's dinners in 3 days. yes. im a lil sick of it all now.
=X

erm.
went jogging fer the past two days.
not that much jogging.
but its beta than zilch i guess.

din do well fer the promos.
:(

ytd...
experienced the 1st sports day at innova....
that has dual meanings.
innova's 1st sports day + my first innovian sports day
geddit?
haha.
(p.s. RASALAS WON!!!! We're bloody FIRST!!) whoohoo!
went back to nss fer the testimonial -cum- tea- ceremony.
had tons of funn....
miss nss tonnssss.

went to my ma's graduation today!!!
she finally got her Diploma in early childhood development.
darn happi fer her.
her intake, or grp rather, was totally the best dressed!!
all posh n pretty.
haha.
my mum dressed in gold n beige-ish shades. =P
we made a hell lotta noise when her class received their certs.
everyone stared. we din giva shit.
haha.

hey hey!!!

the weather for the past few days have been fantastic!!!

Rain....
raiN....
anD moRe rAin!!!!!

like WHOA!!!!!!!

anyways.
the exams are over and the dreadful wait for the results have come.
aargg...
so much fer enjoying after the exams...
there's still like... oral presentation and ao level chinese papeR to sit for!
total bummer.
geez.

i still haven't watched corpse bride!!!
was planning to watch it last friday after the math paper but the timings fer the show was inconvenient so me jill n leen ended up watchin' into the blue.
the show is totally filled with eye candy but thats abt all.
talk abt leen.
like wth!!!

wee jill n i were at gv ps checkin out the timing and told leen to come down there since she was cabbin' but we changed our minds and headed to cathay cine instead. we smsed her and told her to meet at CATHAY. she even replied la. when we got there, we bot the tix and stuff while she said she was at lvl 7 buying the popcorn. we went to lvl 7....SHE WASNT THERE. guess wheere she was.... PLAZA SING!!!! like, OMG!!!!!!!!! it was hilarious!!! in d end she smuggled the popcorn in fer us. wahahahahahaaha.

we ate ramen fer dinner den leen left for a second dinner with her family. haha.
i walked arnd with wee n jill before we headed fer home...
quite a funn day larrr...
haha.

im blogging from school now...waiting for wee to finish shooting so jill and i can go get our sick zen n ipod to surgery. haha. we had talks frm ppl from the various "U"s... SMU and NTU...
i want to go to product design or visual comm or mass comm!!!!! Argggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!