sick n tired
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Nephrite at 4:33:00 PM
Where do we go from here?
This isn't where we intended to be
We had it all, you believed in me
I believed in you
Certainties disappear
What do we do for our dream to survive?
How do we keep all our passions alive,
As we used to do?
Deep in my heart I'm concealing
Things that I'm longing to say
Scared to confess what I'm feeling
Frightened you'll slip away
You must love me
You must love me
Why are you at my side?
How can I be any use to you now?
Give me a chance and I'll let you see how
Nothing has changed
You must love me
-evita
"...i'm sick, and i'm tired....i am sick and tired...." `quoting ruby frm "Monster-in-Law"hahahahaha....yes....im tired n i'm falling sick....its all me. n my fat mouth's fault. sheesh.im feeling really stressed....haiz...summer tests r so near....but im so far away.....sheesh....melancholic much?golly....haiz....nth much else to say...another time, another day.
so bored
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Nephrite at 5:13:00 PM
So I lay my head back downAnd I lift my hands and pray to be only YoursI pray to be only YoursI know now you're my only hopeDon't think that I'm not strongI'm the one to take you onDon't underestimate me boyI'll make you sorry you were bornYou don't know meThe way you really shouldYou sure misunderstoodDont' call me babyYou got some nerve, and baby that'll never doYou know I don't belong to youIt's time you knew I'm not your babyI belong to me, soDon't call me babythe angels they burn inside for us are we ever are we ever gonna learn to flythe devils they burn inside of usare we ever gonna come back down come aroundI'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us coldwe close our eyes and the world has turned around againwe close our eyes and dreamanother year has come and gonewe close our eyes and the world has turned around againwe close our eyes and dreamBeing grown up isn't half as fun as growing up: These are the best days of our lives.The only thing that mattersis just following your heartand eventually you'll finally get it right.`so bored....these are the choruses from 5 different songs tt i kinda like.....yea.....only hope by mandy moore~dont call me baby by madison ave~angels and devils by dishwalla~we close our eyes by allister~in this diary by the ataris~-JD
hey hey
Nephrite at 12:01:00 PM
i watched batmannnn....
hahahahah
i wanna watch charlie and the choc factory too!
got a hair cut....
ya....
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Nephrite at 3:04:00 PM
I open my eyesI try to see but I’m blinded by the white lightI can’t remember howI can’t remember whyI’m lying here tonightAnd I can’t stand the painAnd I can’t make it go awayNo I can’t stand the painHow could this happen to meI made my mistakesI’ve got no where to runThe night goes onAs I’m fading awayI’m sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to meEverybody’s screamingI try to make a sound but no one hears meI’m slipping off the edgeI’m hanging by a threadI wanna start this over againSo I try to hold onto a time when nothing matteredAnd I can’t explain what happenedAnd I can’t erase the things that I’ve doneNo I can’tHow could this happen to meI made my mistakesI’ve got no where to runThe night goes onAs I’m fading awayI’m sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to meI made my mistakesI’ve got no where to runThe night goes onAs I’m fading awayI’m sick of this lifeI just wanna screamHow could this happen to me
moi
Nephrite at 2:50:00 PM
hey...my life...hasnt been as gr8 as i tot it wud be....why...?maybe i made the wrong choices and decisions....i was prepared to bear the consequences but this, this is killing me bit by bit...and i think im picking up all the wrong habits....sheeshhabits i teach myself....haiz....this is life isn't it....i find that i can learn the wrong things in a blink of my eye but take months to stop the habit....haiz....the endless cycle of helplessness is nothing new to me....feel stupid and useless all the time now.....sometimes i think of poly wistfully.....like, wad if i had actually gone there?but then i wud not have met the fantastic ppl that have made a deep impression in my mind in jc....peeps like, weeling, jane, eileen chew, eileen lai, jas, haoren, ger, ian, tris, chris, ju, sharon, joash....and the list goes on n on.....haiz...what did i do wrong in my past life....
the HOLS??
Friday, June 10, 2005
Nephrite at 6:34:00 PM
heyme againrepoting live from kinderland RTCmy current holiday joboccupation: temp adminhahaim so gonna pay for this when the summer tests are overcant seem to stop finding different ways to screw my life upppppyuppppsheeshlook at me nowcrappin on the job?i so wanna larf but there's nth to larf abt.i swear if one of u peeps gimme the slightest reason i'd burst into hysterical fits.hahasthe only thing good abt this job at the moment is tt it look good on my future resume and gimme some extra cash tt i need for my hp bills...yeah...well...till next time? buaiz
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