Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
jln bahtera
Sunday, May 29, 2005
Nephrite at 3:38:00 PM
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
hey hey heyyup yup!school has finally let us out....we're all like hungry ghosts- hungry for a friggin' break....tho its not really a break larr....haha....yea...anyways....here's wads been happ'in....last sun was "big walk"Monday, a hOliday:No, i did nOt relaX....hadta do HW and laUndry....yUp...i managed to finally get some filing done at least.... sHeesH...at least i didna have any tests to muGgg for....yea...TuesDay:we hung aT the container aka the reading room till 5.30i went for MY 1st Modern daNce lesson....Finally....thAnks to Mei Yan, who's been cOverin' for me....whew...sOme tiring shIt....everyone else was learnin' the end part of the dAnce while i had to learn the whole thing from the top cux i missEd oUt....but it was pretty fuN....we danced to "Lose my breath" i think thats the title of the song anyways...ya....haha...wanted to play pOOl but plans got soiled...so like, wadeva...haha...headed home.WednEsdaY:din go ta sch cux i woke at like, wad, 8? totally path-. anyways....went to BK ta get some mush done...i mean, HW...haha....ran into Edwina and 'gay' fren...hahaha....sheesH....haiz....shud've gone ta sch cux ger and gAng wenta play POOL!!!! aarrgghhh.....crikey....my fingers are so totally itching....and real rusty too.....boo hoo.Thursday:supposed to meet rick-james? dun ask me man....i dun even noe him. god....jill's and jo's fren from the chalet.i couldnt meet them in time anyway.turned out that he was a real creep....jill and jo kinda got rid of him. haha...Jackie was supposed to help but inda end the kids took care of it themselves...haha....anyway....meet up with the mei's and took our 1st neos together.....and i intro-ed them so some innovians?hahacrikeys...met mum. had dinner in the new food court at NP....went home and tried to study for GPtot of wad to wear for BE YOURSELF DAYFriday:BE YOURSELF DAY cum GP summer test.haix....everything in my outfit was ok cept that i din put eyeliner and have corn rows like i wanted cuz the eyeliner kept runnin thanks to my green thumb-ness and i totally forgot abt the corn rows till morning. so ya. it was a let down.anyways, i met pris on the train and ended up takin cab with her and fang.headed to the LT for the test...thank GOD for my jacket man....we were freezing our asses off....\it wasnt a good day cux my lens kept giving me problems and shit. ya....left the MAYDEN ROCK SHOW early cux of my eye and the Jalan Bahtera trip,,,i din wanna go at first cux my eye was swollen and hurting like hell....but in the end i went anyway, hahaaswhen i got to kranji station ,i was so happy i practically pounced on nadia and joce and ya....lots of ppl....haiz...was a lil disappointed cux on half strength turned up....ya....haiz////those who came: yee joo, XZ, angie, jing, joce, lyz, nutzi, azila, khai, khairul, taufiq, syarif, sylvia, eddie, dan, Zid, lyd, ilah, mao mao, cat, josh, shawnie, jun hao, jia yong, cheng de, me, hazel and farhan....yup yup...we bonded and shared with the SEOs and stuff....pretty fun.... but sorta felt bad that they had to wash our plates and stuff...ya... had a briefing by the teachers... god....that sure was depressing.....they expected SO MUCH from us.....gosh....it was overwhelming.....and lotsa ppl din eanna volunteer themselves cux of the responsibility we had to bear.....but in the end... some of us volunteered anyway....haiz...one of em was me...i kinda regret it now.... i mean....if i screw up....it wun jux be myself....it'd be my juniors, the whole alumni and the teachers involved....geez...im so dumb. i give up.Saturday:spent the witching hours awake at bahtera donating blood to mosquitoes.... kept disturbing azila...had breakfast woth the juniors. observed them... tons of drama....decided to leave at 11am....went camera crazy with lyd and gang while waitin for the train at kranji.... met up with ger n gang....din go pooling after all...went home. hibernated till dinner...slacked the rest of the night.
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