Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby. Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning. sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself, I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets. There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know. And then you will see the world through my eyes.






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HmmMmMm....
Friday, January 14, 2005
Nephrite at 1:15:00 PM


goD is DEFINITELY playing with me....
waD da hELL.....
fIrst him den now his fren....
i am so gonna be an emotional mess....
but i dun wanna think abt him so im gonna think abt wad the future has in store for me....hahahaha...i hope its goOd....

lately i've been having lots of pEeps visiting me @ mrs fields! YaY!! (chen, yani, azila, Zid, khairul n gang, syahidah, haz, dIa, syLvia, Matt, jOline, Yit jing aka blow job guy, valerie, rEbbY)it can b really boring there on weekdays ya know....lolx... =P

haiz....the 2 week SP course is ending liao....=((( it was reaLLy fuN!! had the most fuNnn day when we went on a field trip related to maritine acad. We got so have boAt riDes!!! the rescue boat one was besT!! we so totally rode the waves man! getting sore knuckles n an aching arm bcux of it still makes it worthwhile!!! =P


Unhinged n unplugged
Monday, January 10, 2005
Nephrite at 11:26:00 PM


i have been thinking about trying not to think....
does tt make sense?
hahas....
weLL its not easY...gotta get uNhinged n uNplUgged.....get out of ur sKin...hahas
Mrs FielDs.....i have been giving to my frens who all think tt the cookies 'lao hong'...haha...but actually its meant to be soft n chewy....hahas....
made tons of frens @ SP....sylvia, joLine, Caleb, maTthew, poh ling, rEbBy, wiLson...and one of hazels ex classmates....hehe....love 'em all....

THURSDAY
i got my brace wire and ruBberbands chanGed....but i was late for the appt cux i was chopping garlic and onions tilL i cried....so funny....the first time i cried while cutting onions....lolx....the doc threatened to put a hoRrid coLour the next time im late...hehes.... so i started work late....din eat much....or rather, couldnt eat....

FRIDAY
went to SP again....fuN!! we gals wore skirts...hahas....i wore my mini with muh boOts!! so fun man....hahas....but i kanna gastric cux i din eat enuff....but the guys were nice enuff to get me the closest thing to milk.....soya bean milk....so sweet rite....lolx....anyways....SP raWks!!! =PpP went to work....den delivered cookies to de hong and ceyi...hahas....its was a diSaster!

SATURDAY
cEyi's Bdae...lolx....had to work....hahas....brought more coOkies to the party....but din eat nth....still cant chew for nuts...hahas....tok cock with jing till like 1 plus then the whole lot of us sent her home....wanted to play bball but cudnt so we ended up going to ceyi's hse to play mahjong till 5 den i decided to Zzz...lolx.....so we all crashed at ceyi's hse...poor teck hong had to be my alarm clock....sorry!!! hahas....


nEw yR
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Nephrite at 1:44:00 AM


haHz...
tiMe reaLLy flies....
uPon reflection....2005 has been both the worst n best year....therefore, i suppose....it prEtty much evens things out....

i learned lots, but thru the hard way....wish it din have to happen like tt, but it did, and there's no denying or altering it.... the oni way i CAN move, is forward, and heLL, i'll do it even if it kiLLs me....lOoking back's onLy goNna makE me weaker n waLLow in self pity. hahz..
easier said than done tho..

mY neW year'S reSolution....
1) to b more responsible
2) bolder
3) lEss naive?
4) lOse weiGht n eXerciSe moRe!!
5) be hapPy
6) Save mOre!
7) Laugh more...yea...definitely....



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