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i'm not good enuF

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Nephrite at 1:48:00 AM

am i nt pretty enough? yes.
am i too heartbroken? yes.
do i cry too much? yes.
am i too outspoken? yes.
dun i make u laugh? maybe.
shud i try it harder?
why do u see rite thru me?

i keep asking myself all these questions....
but i doubt i'll find the answers....and u're not helping by keepng quiet....
my expectations were too high, let alone urs...
but thanks. why? My waLL is bacK. yuPs. uP n ruNning.
nO more crap from guys. the feminist in me is, i think, back in full force.
my only defense. yay.

on to brighter events.
hehes. sales @ mrs fields hit and surpassed the target! YaHoooo! hehes....sO haPpy maN! altho it was very busy on the 23, 24th and 25th, it was worth it....
the satisfaction of noeing tt we managed to sell so much makes me hapPy...$$

mum says i mite be going to England for my hols....alone...hees...
of cos, i'll b stayin' with the family friends...coOl....
but i'll probably freeze my aSs oFf....
but this thing is only an "IF"....so... i'm wishin' n hoping n dreamin' n praying tt i can go.... i soO need this break......pray for me pEePs!! =P
i think i'll stoP here....

++++++++++++++HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!+++++++++++++++

sO much for my happy ending

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Nephrite at 1:40:00 AM

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done......

sheesh....
it hurts.....it really really hurts.....
how did everything change so fast?
i feel like i cant even breathe.....im panicking....
i hope i'm not gonna lose my bestest best guy fren.....
if u're reading this.....i hope u understand.....
dun be so cold ya.....its scary.....really.....

~MERRY XMAS AND BOXING DAY EVERYONE!!!~

its not perfect

Friday, December 17, 2004

Nephrite at 1:12:00 AM

"Here we aRe, its nOt a PerFect woRld......"
goSh....itS goNNa be XmaS soOn....
tiMe reaLLy flies....
and i still. haben. got. a. chance. to. ice-skate. bummer.
noW im whiNinG. gr8....lolx....
"goiNg on a roAd triP, dun nOe when i'LL be back again"
hahas...cant wait to sing THAT song! and hoPefuLLy go on hoLiday....hahas...
cRikey!
tMl's the "N" level results!
** GOOD LUCK TO ALL "N" LEVEL STUDENTS!! MAY LADY LUCK BE ON UR SIDE!!! **
i aB-soul-utely loVe coOkies!! =P
chewy fudge triple chocSS choc chipMilk chOc chipwhite chocM&Ms and moRe.....siGh......hahas....signing oFf.....=PpP

oops

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Nephrite at 3:11:00 PM

haben been blogging tho i'm supposed to have all the time in the world....
so much for having time to slack.
hahs.my life is still:
1. complicated
2. sucky
3. unpredictable
4. (haben think of more yet)
hmm....i so wanna go on an unreturnable vacation. hahs. den i wun need to spiral back down to earth.
hmmmms...
working at mrs field's has its ups and downs i suppose.
the good thing is the job's pretty easy but the bad thing is that it can be quite boring cuz there's hardly anyone buying cookies in the morning.
so far i've met auntie lee and auntie hoon, chun wai, jie hui, winnie and hui min
chun wai is dubbed as the "shao ye" cuz he's always late and ppl have to give 'im wake up calls....hahas...jie hui is only 14 going on 15 but she looks so mature like she's older than me or sth...hahas....but shes real friendly and chirpy tho....kaWaii! weLL...i'll end here..... =P

pRom?

Monday, December 06, 2004

Nephrite at 8:47:00 PM

hahahahas....
aTtenDed the ProM soMetime aGo....hahahas
diN plaN to dO muH haiR initially but goT it doNe in the eNd.....
and i ended uP not buYing a drEsS but bouGht shOes.....
pRom was daMn fun.....hahas
diSco, Games, foOd, caMerAs....gLitz anD glAm.....
*_* hahas....sTaRstRucK......
QueEn: Tha (nO loNger pRinceSs aLLy)
kiNg: JoeY
fiTtiNg....hahas
JinG, i'M soOo gLaD u bOught the DreSS....very sWeet.....hahas
'JoO....weAr mOre sKirts!!! hahas...i noE u'Re gonna giMme a disgusted face...hehe
KaT!!!!!! u LooKEd FANTABULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!! hahas....mY jaW drOppeD liKe a miLe.....hahas.....
ALL PRAISE goes to the GALS mostly cux the guyS lOoked almost identicaL...hahas.....
i stArted tearing towards the end of prom.....its so finaL.... no more seCondaRy scHooL....nO moRe uPper sec RecEss....goNe aRe the daYs of naiVety..... i nV tot of it this way....always thot it wud be Gr8 to be grown up....but i duN wanna anymore.....i wanna go back to schOOl....sec and pri.....i wan my FRENS!!!! boohoo!