Me? Nephrite. aka Jade. Stone, first and foremost. Being human comes later. Nah. I'm just kidding. Film fanatic. Lit Major. Loves books (DUH). Dragon baby.
Don't watch much TV. I want to live like its the last moon rising and scream, just like no one's there. Here, I might lose all of my control. Don't blame me later if you don't wanna heed my warning.
sometimes I say things that don't come out right but its all in the heat of the moment. It's not too late for you to turn back now. In these Invisible Cities I will build by myself,
I hope you will enjoy yourself. The city will be made of green and black. There will be no bed of roses, but a crown of thorns. There will be wilted red roses and drooping stalks of violets.
There will be rainbows, but with no pots of gold. There will be more rain than sun, more tears than smiles. What? Did you think this was some kind of fairytale? Baby, wake up and smell the flowers. There are none. Where did the flowers go? I don't know.
And then you will see the world through my eyes.
.........So ConFuSeD...........
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Nephrite at 5:19:00 PM
I CaN't Be wHat yA eXpeCt me 2 B....
fEElin so FAITHLESS.....
DuDe....i am sooOoo meSSed up rite now..... whAT the heLL's goiNg on man.... those i considered freNs ain't mY freNs no moRe....juz when i thot the whole J pRoblem was oVer the N prOblem starts....i mean....y can't u aLL jux teLL me tO my faCe tt u all din liKe me? then i can saVe myself the humiliation oF finDing it ouT this way? oR did u guys do it on PurpOse jux to hurT me? Why? Why? Why?! why muX u aLL be so BlOOdy hypocritical? wAd did i do wRonG? cuz i duN talk like everyone else izit? or tt i'm tooOoo sarCastic, or my reMarks too cuTTing? WHAT DID I DO???!! why is my primary schOOl nightmare happeninG all oveR aGain? those i nv considered close fRens aRe cloSer to mE now than those i consiDered close.... what is wrong with mE??? I noe ppl dun like me cuz soMetimes i'M too straightforward.....but wad u PPL want? if i dun teLL u wad i think abt sth then wad...u aLL wan me to b a hypocrite and goSSip beHiNd ur baCks izit? finE.... both ways, i LoSe!!! HaPPY??!! I HATE THiS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nExt time, juZ teLL me to mY faCe alRite?! i nOe when i'M noT wanteD!
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