WhAcKeD in D HeAd!!! 

hahas....i todAY wanted to wake up at 8am....den in the end i overslept till 10....hahas....den i wake up and rehearse my script and do some chemistry den i got ready to go for the YJC tutoring thingy....hahas....in the end i was a little late.... but i met Kai Boon at the interchange and took bus with him...hahas...it turns out that he was also late for some ncc thing....hahas....den the whole ncc bus was waiting for him....lolx
 
After the YJC thing, i went and eat wid Nadia at Mac's and met Amy they all and ate with Wan, Ghaz and Karl....hahas....quite fun lor...den i went to buy Strepsil's cuz i was having a sore throat....haha.. den went back to school and rehearsed with Nadia( thanz=x GurL!!!) den went into the Library to cool down....hahas...saw Jack Chee den like stun...hahas.....sebastian had lost his temper and all....cuz Mrs Lam was really rude....den i rushed down to rehearse with Mrs matthews....i cud actually remember the whole script....and i changed and put on light make up
 
When the event finally started, i was made up like some doll (thanks to Mrs Matthews) cuz she said i din put enuff makeup....anyways....i got tired of waiting coz:
1) it made me nervous
2) it was really stuffy so....
i went to the other side of the stage and hung with Mandy, Sylvia and Angie... we called Nadia and Jalilah over and took many pix with Mr Shaiful's cam....Mr Eu also took our pix... ended up pulling Ms Ong and Karl over also....haha den i went back to my end of the stage to prepare myself... den the time came....i was stunned to hear my own voice....its soOOO weird over the PA system....After i finished the 1st segment and sang in the choir, i had already lost my train of thot and cud hardly remember my lines....too nervous...so i kept referring to my cards.....haix....
 
In the end i guided my mum thru the tour and din get to see much of anything cux i acc her to get the food....so i entertained myself by introducing everyone to her....ahhahaha....i stunned Wen Bin and Chien Ping especially....it was HILARIOUS!!! the look on their faces..... she ended up talking to mrs neo for a long, long time and i ended up updating Jie Wei and Siew May on wad was happening.... den i went home....hahaz....

*~gUrLfWeNs~* 

heyz....its like i sooOO wanted to blog but i jux din have the time.... i wore a long blue cheong sam this year....tha's cousin's to be exact....but i changed out of it during recess cuz the slit was too high and ppl kept making certain comments....so there. I initially wanted to wear my mum's but the colour wasn't tt nice....so i took tha's.... hahas... everybody looked really really nice.....though varians was a bit weird cuz it looked like he was wearing some sort of dress....hahas.... i was supposed to have a Speech Day rehearsal tt day but last minute, Mr tau cancelled it. So year four at NSS has finally come and the SSEOs took our last Racial harmony photo anfd i sooOO regretted it cux i wasn't wearing the costume....i also regretted tt i cud not take the other pix with my costume....haiz.....but it was fun in class today cux Mandy brought her vido cam and took all the Bloopers of 4eD....it was hilarious.....i ended up having lunch with Yee Joo, Er Cong and Cheng De at KFC....lolx....den joo and i told the really lame joke....haha....cheng de was stunned den he laugh till his face turned red!!! lolx.....
 
sigh....Passion Arts Concert....thrusday.....AARRG!!! so infuriating....7am, reach school, skip flag raising....8 plus took the bus to VCH and ate the cheesecake my mum made.... fantastic!  ...erms...sat wid fiona, joo and XZ in the bus and fiona told me she met Ceyi at the YJC investigture she attended....so 'qiao' tt he was her usher...hahas...joo and i fell asleep 1/2 through the journey....reach VCH settle in the concert hall.....  went for the dry runs, had a break and lunch in between and changed and did make up along the way.... everything was such a blur and a rush....when the real thing started, a whole section of one song was sKippEd!!! its like, what the hell??!! i made frens with the sec 1 SEP members...hahas....they all very talkative onex....especially benjamin...
 
After Passion Arts, i rushed home, changed and met Wan jing downstairs den met Aretha and Jalilah, who were late though they had the whole afternoon to get ready...in the end we met nad they all at BK at City Hall....i was dressed so casually while everyone else was formal....i felt really bad...in the end we missed the first song cuz we went to buy lydia's and the others flowers....the BB were fantastic that night though....and so were the sec 1's....and i am SOOOOOO sorry that i broke Lye Huat's flower by accident....i was rushing....i'm so sorry.... haiz....overall, i was in a horrid mood and i am sorry if i did anything to irritate anyone....

cousIns-1....lolx 

hey ya....its been quite sometime since i blogged le....why? cuz a certain SOMEBODY said she had to use the comm for her project....
haiz.....i've been hearing losta stuff abt jo....especially the band members....i noE foR a FacT that She doesn't wanna dance cuz she wants to bE cOOl....and so she made up excuses that hEr leg was hurting....i wiLL admit that it was true at first, but now i think its okies already lor... cuz its like all the Sec 1's gotta take the hip hop thingie rite....and she did it lor...and she even said it was fun....den when i asked her why she can't dance fOr band, she say tt even at the hiphop thing it hurt but she jux put up with it....so there....even IF her leg was hurting during band prac, it was up to her whether she wanted to shirk her responsibilities and make lame 'xcuses.... den today, lyd smsed me and asked if it was true jo wud be locked out if she didn't return by 6 plus, and i'll tell ya this.... ITS A LIE!!! i found out from my mum that ytd she already gave permission to jo to come home late from band prac....so in short, she lied so she didn't have to dance....again.... so sick and tired of her craps....her teachers complain, her seniors who r my frens giMMe feedback too....and frankly, if they were goNNa punish her for lying, i'd give 'em my blessing.... itmay sound cruel but i think that if her habit isn't corrected, it'll get worse lor....it's like, she's been reading my chatlogs behind my back and she thinks tt i dunno or sth....pls lor....i ain't stupid....
and thE onli reaSon for my mum to threaten to lock jo out is cux she went out with Juliet on a WEEKDAY till like, 9++...of course my mum got mad la....she nv call or anything wad...
 
haiz....today me and hamtAro and BaD and ShaRizal and ChuN hOng did the chalk art thingy.... the colours are soo definitely better nowz....hahas....Yay! i managed tomemorise like, a page and a half of my script....but i gotta know the whoLe thingy by tml....haiz....hahas....we finished watching 'lei yu' today....its a typical chineSe movie lor....vErY dRaMatic.... its like, 3 ppl died at the end, all in succession of each other.... si feng, shi ping, then the father....its like....oOkkaayy.....hahas....i think i'll be wearing tha's cuzzin's cheong sam tml....heez.....

mY sIs and cutie Pie CuZZiN ;) 

heys... i had a hoRRid, and i reallY mean hOrriD day toDay.... i feel i got used as a scapegoat.... again! It was and is very crushing cuz it was one of the closest frens i have, plus the fren who always tells me not to let ppl take advantage... so much for hating hypocrites.... how wud ya feel if someone called you stupid for having sentiments.... ok fine...i am sorry for being human lor...wad else can i be.... if it was wrong for being humane, then fine, i start acting like super-bitch! but dun come and say tt i am very mean afterword! Second, Mr Ng accused me of sleeping in class when i wasn't lor.... it was so embarassing....and i was angry cuz i wasn't asleep or even falling asleep!
 
Anyways....haiz....the prep exams are coming up....so is pASSION Arts and Forte 3....can't wait....speech day is jux next Saturday and i am officially the third EmcEE! YaY! bnt its also a boo....cuz i may have to be the informal MC...dunno whether i'm up to tt standard anot....argg....till next time....

*mY iDeaL tAtOO* 

heyz....juz got back home some time ago....lolx.... i was late cuz i ended up helping with the 4ea chalkart thingy....they spell cosmopolitan but i personally think my class put in the most effort...its not that i am biased...but we really put in aLoT of effort....especially for the dragon...and everyone helped out....yea....but can say we were also lucky cuz we were also the first to get to try out the new and better chalks...they were so vibrant...

hahas....i got my class photos le... so horrid....my choir ones also....its like the printing so horrible...and my smiles were not at their best....haiz....last year somemore...so wasted... -.-"
lolx....isn't it also ironic that i managed to get the part of the 3rd emcee..? its like, yay! but i sOOoo hope i DO NOT mess it up...hehez....

okies* i am spinning back to earth from fantasy land....ytd, i was with jill and qiang at NP looking for cyn's prezzie...and it's like, MAN! we walked and walked and in the end we went back to minitoons to buy the sausage dog thingy....hahas....
ohz...and something else....like all good things, i have a funi feeling that many of the steady frenships i have now may dissolve after nss life is over....

Sharon And Me 

Forgive Me For I Have Sinned......
1. I have acted like a b**** today....(why? bcause i was sick and tired of being bitched around)

2. I lied today....(why? so that a secret cud be kept...)

3. I am greedy...(why? cuz i nv seem to be satisfied...)

4. I am vain....( why? cuz i jux wanna make a difference)

i am sorry but not sorry at the same time for acting like a u-noe-wad....but i jux cud not take anymore crap.... first, the bluffed me into doing HER homework for her....in d end, i stayed up till 1 am to complete it while she slept at 11+....den this morning, she asked me to carry her Math TB for her, which, i declined of course...den, she called me a bitch jux now, which, i am not surprised cuz it isn't the first time she called me a bitch or scolded me f**k... so, when she called me a B****, i replied, i was only learning from u.... so i was....

i wasn't pissed jux cuz of the math HW....but the fact that she breached my trust in her multiple times....reading my diary, keeping my chat logs....making my frens her frens....the last part abt the frens thing....i have nv drew the line btwn my frens and hers and all that but wad wud u feel if she turned ur frens against u......AARGHHH...

Forever Fwenx.... ** 

haiz....heeheezzz....very long never blog le....cuz these few days Jill had to do lotsa SL stuffs....yupz.....we finally stepped down le.....so many mixed emotions.....i'm like, happy and sad at the same time....weird isn't it? how time flies in a blink of an eye......

anyWayz.....my oral passed.....and it was hoRRid.....it was easy....but i was too nervous......arhgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wad the hell......it sucked really bad.... haiz....i went to wOOdlands, sembawang and stuff with Kat to llok for prezzies tthat day and i was really, really worn out....physically, mentally and emotionally...i even fell on my bUtt, thanks to jiLL.....

ermmx....these few days....i have been going to the CC to study....yeah... and do homework and stuff.....
if i got bored i can oways go and watch ppl playing bBaLL.... den go back in and continue doing my work.....

SaKuRa, SaSuKe and NaRuTo... ;P 

haiz....*yawnz* sooOo tired le....haha....today, i went to kbox....supposed to meet at 10am....sekali i overslept, so did yee joo....lolx....den she was in such a hurry that she forgot to bring her waLLet...so while i was dressing, she told me to bring Xtra cash,....lolx...:P...the ppl who went were me, joo, kat, cong and mao....lolx....den i was having a sore thoat....a bit difficult to sing....had to strain...and it was like, so embarrassing! lolx... after that, i went to cong's hse wid kat and Mandy came too....but i left early cuz i had to buy groceries....lolx... :P

hmmmm....ytd, before listening comphrehension, DeaR tied my hair....and Juliet looked at me as though she expected me to scold dear or sth, but anyway, it did not happen.... so she said i looked like some sheperd's wife, tt was meant to be an insult, noeing juliet, but tha' didn't realise tt....lolx.... after listening com, i went home and somehow ended up falling asleep....lolx....i woke up for tuition den aft tt, i went to the cc to try and get some hw done....lolx....then joey and juliet comes along....dun need to study already lor.....den anyway, jo and i had a minor disaggreement and juliet took her side....like, DUH! the minute jo starts tearing, the world will soOOO revolve arnd her.... good lor....she win liao....haiz....gtg....

Jade Chen Wen Yi was an Independant Witch in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

today was the second worst day in my ENTIRE life since that incident that happened to me in Pri 5 when my teacher questioned me abt my behaviour....since then i never, ever let my emotions out of control, not even in pri 6 when i got bullied and called a SLUT, not even when HE came and caused trouble, not even when THAT incident happened in NP and not even when my grandma passed.

SO WHY ISSIT HAPPENING NOW??? and why, for god's sake infront of my friends???? i have nv felt so mortified in my life....it was so bad i felt my asthma coming on.... i cud barely breathe, and they, trying to help, jux made me feel worse. all i cud do was run....my emotional wall COMPLETELY collapsed. why? 1st i felt really shitty for letting ppl down abt the cross country thingi and was already feeling down today but it was okay, den daniel somehow ticked me off with his lameness...and the worst was when i walked past swensens and i heard THAT song and saw this lady gonna breakdown....it was too much man, i cudn't stop. i managed to control all the way till jux past joo's hse den i had the urge to run like Pink's song,"The Pill": '...and i will run, as fast as i can, to the middle of nowhere, to the middle of the......'

I noe everyone will hate me after this but there was another factor involved. Kat. i noe u had sum probs today.( i m sry if u think i am discriminating u, but i m gonna b frank) although she me and hazel were d oni 3 gals in 2e2, she and i were nv close, it was always hazel she confided in, nv me. we hardly spoke then, let alone now. and i honestly dun mind that she is closer to other ppl...but, dun try to confort me when i am down and dun expect me to say anything bcuz u nv say anything to me. and if i have changed since sec two, its this: i am NO LONGER a big mouth, i dun leak secrets as i did b4, so there.

I REALLY HATE ME I REALLY HATE ME I REALLY HATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KaWaii!!!!!!